I feel like doing something i would definitely regret.
I HATE MYSELF you know for being so fucking idk what to say.
I feel so fckin' depressed now that suicide is on my mind.

BFFs,i need you all right now..

Pessimistic/Truth

If you knew what your future would be what would you do?
If you were really scared yet no one could help you what would you do?
Crying doesn't solve anything yet my tears can alr be collected into a bottle.
FML.
Idk what to make me feel better or i guess i wont.
If i could change today then i wouldn't be like that now.
Telling you doesn't seem to work.
What can i do?

i wanna live till 100 w you.
i still got many things i wanna do.

Polaroid-paranoid

Life isn't always that smooth sailing.

I'm always moody over small things and tend to think alot.idk why,maybe thats just me.

Fuck.

understanding

I LOVE MY TWIN! <3

gosh,i wanna close this blog man.

But i'm opening a blog tgt w Lingling,then we'll post there,definitely.

C.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a81eP2E8MEQ&feature=fvst

i love you, Mr toh :)

Hey guys :D

sry for TOTALLY neglecting my pathetic blog..Hectic life.working daily now and today's my off-day :) Me not bad k!break my 4 days work record alr,have worked for more than 2 weeks @takashimaya s.c.

Not bad lah there,is tiring cos must keep standing but can say is quite easy money actually.

So ytd went out w Wanyi,we have been going out tgt quite often nowadays and i feel that our character is quite similar in many ways :)) good that i find a 'zhi ji' *chinese word* So aft work ytd went to find her at 313@somerset. She got her pay!congrats ^-^ so first,we bought a pair of wedges tgt.i bought black and she bought blue :> then we walked ard,talktalk then she went to get present for her friend and we went to pass it to her friend who is working at Royal Sporting House.then bought laogong's vday pressie there!Thanks wy for helping me choose too :D:D I think its really nice but dk laogong will like mah ;s

Then we walked ard and went to Paragon.omg i darm diulian thr luh.Sry uh wy,make you ps outside miumiu and gucci :BB hehe.Shortly after we went to Taka cus i wanted to look for foundation+concealer,so wy accompanied me :] Looked for it at Chanel first cos wy is using their foundation so went to ask abt it.Then we went to Dior.Th promoter was really nice and friendly!i asked her for concealer then she immediately ask us to sit down and she applied concealer+foundation+blusher for me :] Christian Dior's products are good ! here i help them promote,haha.They make your skin look flawless.Wy also bought cus when th promoter applied it on her it was really nice tooo! {: so we bought it tgt again ((((((: I like shopping w wy!but i need $$$$.now srsly broke manxszxsxsc.LOL,who want sponsor meee? *open big eyes*

Aft that serene came to look for wy then they accompanied me to my bus stop and home sweet home :>

I promise when i get my pay is th time i become CD's VIP.gonna buy many of their products man!

Today and tmr is my off day :D:D yay! so finally.

went to IMM w baobei laogong tday :)

He wanted to get a pair of shoes for newyear.end up th declared broke me also bought a pair of flats:D quite nice,laogong help me choose de!

Me love him alotalot <3

So thats abt it le,then went to slack ard.

I like being w laogong,if only it can be 24/7 :x

Aft that went to me mummy and went ard cwp.

I bought a top and skirt from Cotton on :}

Guess shopping is srsly my top priority in life ;p cant live a day w/o it.

LOL.

And i really wanna confess..

LINGLING!I darm miss you i swear :((

Think of those times we did everything tgt.even bath tgt neh!

Go hols tgt,camwhore non-stop and in whatever conditions tgt,you understand me 1111000% and me too...now you and i like lead different and seperate lifes...really cant imagine we would have to seperate like that }: But nbm k,twins forever yeah! <3>

I'll meet you in aust,yes i will.

With love,

C.