Thursday, April 30, 2009

I love seeing you,it brings me happiness.

Long time since i blogged eh?
I wanna change my phone,yes i wantttt!
It's been driving me mad.

I wanna forget my past,please forget it.
I'm gonna hide it deep in my heart,never digging it out again so pls,kindly don't remind me of anything unhappy.

Life's been going ''well'' for me?

School's badbadbad,charmaine keep having that skipping sch mood if not because of you.
):

Can anyone tell me what phones are good?
Touch-screen preferably (:

I'm going for church on sat w charlotte,looking forward to it.
Hoho.

Changing tuition?haha.

This is a brief one,charmaine's coming back._.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Stayover.










At th 7-eleven store outside my house.
Kay,i know i look retarded-.-

Stayover was great,haha.
I miss malaysia,i miss everything,every single thing there. Even th cats and dogs,LOL.

Ciao.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

I miss my old home.




Th above is th cousin i mentioned,Louisa thompson on th left and Kieren Law on th right (:

Her again:B

From now on,unless i'm into blogging again,or i'll just pictures do most of th talking alright?
Sorry readers,i need time.

Thanks.

Sunday, April 12, 2009

Dinner outing (:


Pictures speaks a thousand words,i'm lazy to really post.
But i had fun talking w them (:

Saturday, April 11, 2009

You are my decision and choice.

Why did so many things happen to me all in a year?
Somemore it's an impt year for me- 'O's.
I've decided to put in all my effort,once i settle down in sg next week.
My aunt and her family(includes th cousins i miss) are coming back again tmr from aust cos' my grandma was in a critical condition.
She just had a minor op and hope her breathing will be back to normal after it.
But it's confirmed a lung cancer and if everything's okay,she will be undergoing Radiotherapy on monday.
I cried everything out ytd,i couldn't stand th thought of it.
What if i lose you,you took care of me since young.
I was so guilty,thinking everything was me to be blamed.

Why?Why and why??
Why you were once so healthy yet everything came out at once.

Relatives and friends said it's just a matter of time unless a miracle happen.
I immediately asked my mum to send me to th temple to sincerely pray for you.
And now,my only wish is for you to get well.

I know no matter what your wish is for me to do well in my 'O's,graduate from U and success in life.
I'll do it for you,i swear (:
So what you have to do now is to have a strong willpower and get well soon.

I might be skipping sch on tues and wed cos' that's th two days i'm moving to sg.
i will still try to come back daily or every two days to see you.
What you've done for me,can't be measure w anything on earth.
Yet what i can repay you now is just like a drop of water from th never-ending big ocean.
Sorry for all my wrongdoings,i love you.
Get well soon.

Life's not good for me at all,not good.
But i love my family and friends,esp you,more than anything.
Somehow,it was you who made me be able to stand up again.
thanks,ily<3

My results are dropping,yes they are.
So i'll save it.
I will.

Goodbye,
C'swl.

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Routines.


Somehow,i don't have th mood to blog.
After so many darm happenings,and yet only 3 pathetic people know th whole story.
I won't tell anyone else,cos' it's not as if it's something proud.
I just hope asyraf stop cursing me.
Why does everything have to happen so fast at th same time?
It's too fast for me to adapt,too fast.

And f huangmei,call my mum and tell her i'm cheap right?
YOU ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
I hate you ttm!
:/

Ohya,i've dropped to combined science anyway.
And i'm moving house.

Bye.