Tuesday, January 13, 2009

So near yet so far.

I'm stressed up,super stressed up cans?
Firstly,i can't make up my mind on whether to drop my pure science anot.
I'm scared i will regret aft dropping.
Currently,i've two choices.
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First,drop my pure science;take combined sciences and concentrate it getting an A1.
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Second,continue taking Pure sciences and really chiong for it.

See,there are alrdy so many people scoring good results for Pure science wanting to drop to combined science.
Then my result's lousier than them;i should drop too logically?
I don't know luh.
It's just so fckin' difficult to make a decision.
I've to answer th consequences(if any) for my right/wrong decision.
:/

Went to find Ms gan and Ms loke for advice today.
They both advised me to think it through longer cos' they think i didn't do well in Pure chem because i'm plain Lazy ;x
And fyi,i'm really very lazy.

So anyone,please kindly advise th now oh-so-confused Charmaine?

Next,i think i'm starting to hate my life.
Because of everything.
Life's just a suffering.
Don't mind me saying that please.
I don't understand why *some people just like to keep annoying me by saying i wear SINGLETS and stuff.
I'm a girl and you insist i'm a boy.
I know i did you wrong by cursing you to get a F9 for your 'O's Malay and you really got a C6 aft that.
I was really guilty.
But you?
At least i had th basic courtesy to apologise.
I don't mind you making fun of me a lil'...
Cos' i do that to people too.
But sometimes,you can be such an annoying freak okay?
I scream at you,hit you and scold you...
NO CHANGE AT ALL!
Wth.
Just tell me wth you want from me luh can?
From my hair to my dressing to my pictures.
None of it you can just shut up and mind your own business.
I hereby apologise for seldom teasing you but you don't stop you get it?
Omfg.
I'm in th state of collapsing down anytime alrdy.
So tired.
Yet i've to bear w all these grudges.

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Thirdly,i desperately wanna take off my hair extensions.
It's so fugly to me now -.-

And lastly,i'm sorry for my irritating-ness/lameness lately.
I just like to irritate people to vent out my stress in another way.
If you are kind enough,let me irritate you and i'll be happy for my life.
Please don't get upset or hurt by whatever i say.
Thanks^^

I'm so sorry for this post.
I just need to release everything out.
Thanks.


Youarenoonetocommentme.






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