I hate th feeling of being un-trustable.

I really feel like crying my troubles out:/
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I didn't know i was so un-trustable okay...
Okay.
Maybe just no one in this world trusts me.
Everyone just thinks i'll say everything they tell me to everyone else.

See,that matter was actually none-of-my-business stuff.(and let me name th matter x)
Then you gladly told my good friend about matter x and told her not to tell me.
Okay.
Then you told another girl about th matter and that girl actually gladly announced to me that she knows th thing when she thought i was so innocent and not informative enough to know th matter.

To think i actually wanted to help you.
And you,i helped you once in your r/s before too.
In th end,this is what i get.
Fine.(!)
I'll just not be nice to you all anymore since at th end of th day,this is th 'reward' i get.

And th lesson learnt is: Being nice doesn't pay.

I hate this feeling.
It just sucks.
Like everyone around you knows th matter x but i don't.
Can i just scold everything out?
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