Scenario.

Ongong and Bill selecting songs.

H-ornnyyy!

Yeonhao singing.

Happy CNY peeps!
Yesterday;

Woke up in th morning.
Bathed,prepared then off for visiting.
Angbaoangbaos:p
Went around then came home at around 3+?
Slacked ard and watched tv till around 4.30 my relatives came.
Then Kelvin called,asked whether Ongong and i wanna go Wanxuan's house anot.

Called Ongong up.
She was sleeping-.-
But then after awhile she called back and said she was going for a movie w her family.
I tagged along too:B
-
So we watched 'Th wedding game';by Fann wong and Christopher lee.
Not bad?
One is pretty and one is hawtt .___.

Went for dinner at a Korean restaurant.
Thanks Ongong's family! (:
Wanted to go to Wanxuan's hse at that time but she said th party had ended alrdy so we went to Yeonhao's hse instead.
We were like th only ones at his hse for th first time.
Super good?
Went to his Ktv room and sang for 2.5hrs?
SHIOK AH~~~
Hoho:B
We were all so super high and crazy can?
Simply scream and stuffs.
My dad came to fetch us at 11.
Sent Ongong,H-ornyy and Bill home.
Homed.

Today;

Woke up at 9+.
Prepared and off to meet Ongong at th Taxi stand.
Sorry i was late ;x

First,we stopped at Cwp.
Ong wanted to get her handphone top-up card.
Saw *someone who quickly hid his face as soon as he saw us.
Aiyo,must friendly abit mah,at least say hello :p

Wanted to get something from Power 9 but it wasn't opened so went to Mo's hse straight aft that.
Had lunch at her house.
Th food was nice.
Thanks ah Mo! :]
Left at 1.
Met my mum at Woodlands and off we went to my Grandma's house.
Collected a total of 12angbaos just from one house.
Hahahaa.
Yayyy!
I want more laaaa :B
Greedy me...
Homed afterward.

I don't want school tmrw laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! ):

A new page of life.

I'm okay alrdy everyone.
Thanks alot to all those who cheered me up and stuffs.
I appreciate it alot .___.

So after one night's of thinking,i think i should not harp onto my unluckyness th past few days...
I should look to th future.
After cny,everything's gonna be back like th past,my luck's gonna get better.
*prays*

Happy early CNY peepos! ^^

Cheer up to those who are having problems and stuff like that.
Think of it like me,positively,after Cny,all our problems will be washed away..

I've been practising River flows in you these few days.
Four pages in total and i'm done w two pages.
I wanna learn everything asap! .___.

So yesterday,Jeff treated us to Ichiban for Japanese food ;p
Nicenice!
Thanks alot ah ! :D
You rock la...
He paid half for my two cardigans too;one grey,one electric blue.
Total $40,he paid $20 i paid $20.
I've like many jackets now can?
Can change different ones everyday luh. (:
Hoho.

So,i'm gonna start everything afresh.
Probably won't sleep tonight?
Can help parents and grandparents to 'zeng shou' it seems.
Bye readers.

-{Edited/}

So i had Steamboat for Reunion dinner(?)
It was nice luh,but i was super full can?

After dinner went outside to play fireworks w Bro.
Then our neighbour came out and joined us too.
(:
I have problems lighting candles w th wind.
-.-

So there's an eclipse tmrw afternoon?
From 4.30 onwards,for about 2hours i think...
Remember not to look at th sun at that time;
it will do great damage to your pretty eyes.

So i'm trying hard to stay up till morning tonight.
Any kind soul is willing to accompany me by talking to me?
I doubt anyone will be as stupid to be willing to do that.

Tomorrow,tomorrow!
I can wear my new clothes.
:p

Ciao.

I wish i wasn't born.

FUCK THIS LIFE,FUCK THIS WORLD,FUCK THAT PICKPOCKETTTT! _|_

Dead shyttt.
So i was pickpocket-ed today?
Same as rob can?
I was there w Christine,choosing clothes at City square when this malay guy took my wallet from my bag.
So he snatched my wallet away.
Me and Christine ran to catch him;to no avail.
I called for a male passerby to help chase...
TH FUCKING PICPOCKET RAN DOWN TH STAIRS!
Wth did you snatch my wallet for?
Why th hell was i so unlucky?
Why was it me out of so many others?
FUCK THIS LIFE!
Really man.I feel like scolding all vulgarities i know.
Yesterday,fell down at Mo's void deck by ORANGE.
Secondly,TWS called my mum.
Very good!
God's so fair and nice to me.
TODAY,MY WALLET GOT SNATCHED BY A PICKPOCKET!

Wth did i do wrong to deserve all these man god?
Th only lucky thing i received from you this year was my Chinese 'O's results.
I'm really collapsing.
Why did i had to be born man?
To be a victim of all these bad luck eh?
I've to re-do my Ez-link card and Atm card thanks to th fuck fellow.
I wish you get BANG-ed by a car as soon as you leave your house.
Use my money to buy anything,wear liao also suay!
FUCK YOU!

First TWS then YOU.
YOU TWO PA KAK ALRDY TGT TO MAKE TH DEATH OF ME AH?!
Want me go grave faster also not like that okay!

So all these unhappiness and everything was caused by me in this family eh?

I wish i die this very moment.

I don't wish those i love and who are close to me to be brought down by my unluckyness too.

I hate 2009!
It simply sucks to th coreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;x

~To leave is th best choice...

It all came in one blow.

So thanks alot ah MS TAN WAH SING!
Call my mum up eh?
You think my mum is so free to take your calls ah?
Still comment about me till like that...
FUCK THIS LIFE;F YOU! _|_

I cried terribly just now.
I cried while talking to Mo and Mum on th phone just now.
Idk why?
Probably all my stress was triggered by her and it all came out in one blow.
So i'm now banned?
Can't play th comp during Schooldays.
And i promised to be a really good,hardworking schoolgirl now.
But so what?
I don't even know what exactly am i stressed and fcuked up about.
All i know is; i'm stressed,very stressed and i often wanna cry.
But what's th real reason,idk...
Maybe because of Studies,nope,that's only a surface reason.
It's to my thinking probably,about many things...
Family matters,friends,life,you, make me really confused?
I somehow lost my direction in life,in search of a light that can bring me cross th dark night.
;x

I told Mo that i don't wanna live on anymoreee.
There's nothing here that i will hold on to alrdy.
Maybe there is,but it's insignificant compared to th pain i'm suffering.
As a normal schoolgirl,it's too much for me to take alrdy.
I can't speak everything out,cos' somethings are just P&C.
Hence,i push everything back to myself.
You see,in everything,there's a limit a person can push to.
I love to stay ard in Singapore,cos' i can smile there.
Back here,i face th real challenge of being myself; i face all that i don't wanna face.
Thou' i always say i wanna go to Australia,but i know that deep inside,it's just because i wanna leave here,cos' i think by going there,i'm gonna leave all my problems and troubles here.
Going there,to start everything afresh=No troubles.
I'm naive eh?
Probably.

I don't wanna dissapoint my parents,th only way to not do that is by achieving excellent results.
But w my current state,it's near to impossible.

Oh man,living is such a pain:/

Suddenly,th lyrics of a song came running throu' my mind...
--
Take me away
A secret place
A sweet escape
Take me away
Take me away
To better days
Take me away
A hiding place
--

I hope someone can bring me to escape from this place alrdy.
Everything sucks here.

F this life.