Should i confess?

I hate Physics lessons now too.
Why do my friends and myself pathetically always get picked on?
I felt so sad for Daphne today.
She cried.
It's th first time i see her cry.
Cheer up la Daphne!
Still got Charmaine diii! ^^
And our dearest Physics teacher,please stop picking on your innocent students?
Thanks.

It's repeating history again.
I'm sick and tired to explain.

So near yet so far.

I'm stressed up,super stressed up cans?
Firstly,i can't make up my mind on whether to drop my pure science anot.
I'm scared i will regret aft dropping.
Currently,i've two choices.
--
First,drop my pure science;take combined sciences and concentrate it getting an A1.
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Second,continue taking Pure sciences and really chiong for it.

See,there are alrdy so many people scoring good results for Pure science wanting to drop to combined science.
Then my result's lousier than them;i should drop too logically?
I don't know luh.
It's just so fckin' difficult to make a decision.
I've to answer th consequences(if any) for my right/wrong decision.
:/

Went to find Ms gan and Ms loke for advice today.
They both advised me to think it through longer cos' they think i didn't do well in Pure chem because i'm plain Lazy ;x
And fyi,i'm really very lazy.

So anyone,please kindly advise th now oh-so-confused Charmaine?

Next,i think i'm starting to hate my life.
Because of everything.
Life's just a suffering.
Don't mind me saying that please.
I don't understand why *some people just like to keep annoying me by saying i wear SINGLETS and stuff.
I'm a girl and you insist i'm a boy.
I know i did you wrong by cursing you to get a F9 for your 'O's Malay and you really got a C6 aft that.
I was really guilty.
But you?
At least i had th basic courtesy to apologise.
I don't mind you making fun of me a lil'...
Cos' i do that to people too.
But sometimes,you can be such an annoying freak okay?
I scream at you,hit you and scold you...
NO CHANGE AT ALL!
Wth.
Just tell me wth you want from me luh can?
From my hair to my dressing to my pictures.
None of it you can just shut up and mind your own business.
I hereby apologise for seldom teasing you but you don't stop you get it?
Omfg.
I'm in th state of collapsing down anytime alrdy.
So tired.
Yet i've to bear w all these grudges.

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Thirdly,i desperately wanna take off my hair extensions.
It's so fugly to me now -.-

And lastly,i'm sorry for my irritating-ness/lameness lately.
I just like to irritate people to vent out my stress in another way.
If you are kind enough,let me irritate you and i'll be happy for my life.
Please don't get upset or hurt by whatever i say.
Thanks^^

I'm so sorry for this post.
I just need to release everything out.
Thanks.


Youarenoonetocommentme.

Thanks alot...

So i've got my results after a long time waiting and nervous-ing.
:p
I got A1 (!)
Can you believe it?
Hahaha.
Congrats to all who did well yo!

Thanks to all who wished me luck,esp to those who calmed my fear down.
Okay.It seems LOL right?
Like one subject nia then i need to be so scared.
It will be your turn soon.
See how scared you will turn then.
It's like if you don't do well for this,then your dreams to get probably a better *single-digit score will be dashed.
(:

So i was controlling my happiness when Ms gan read my result out today.
I wanted to scream or shout out.
But i did do that w Yuying of course.
Haha.
Cos' only we two from th same class really felt th fear ;x

My parents and my grandma is happy of course.
In fact,very happy ! :D
Th best thing to make parents let you do what you want is to get good results.
Bad things also become good things:p

So went to Causeway to celebrate aft sch.
Dined@Pizzahut.
We had to queue in cos' lots of people went there to celebrate aft th release of th results.
Fancy us doing that just because of one subject right?
Haha.
Went w Qx,Ongong,Mo,Ling,Vinesh.

Aft eating,went to take pictures outside cwp.
We practically went wild la okay~
Haha.
Saw Yonghaooooo!
Went home w him and Ongong.
Miss them la.
That van of mine.
Sighhh.

Bye.
<3 face="georgia">

I control my own life.

Hohoho:B

I'm so super happy today.
Cos' i went shopping ytd@ City square.
Th best part is i bought 2 items.
2super great items that can make me smile while sleeping.

1.Black Everlast Jacket.
2.Solvil & Titus watch.

Haha.
Super happy can?
Thou it cost my dad a few hundreds for th two items.
Thanks daddy!
:D

I super hearts th jacket can?
It's super cool.
Black+gold.
(:
Th watch is black in colour too.

Today;
Went to have Roti prata for breakfast.
Nice(!)
Then went to th temple to pray.
Cos' tmr is th release of my Chinese 'O's.
A1A1A1 laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?!
Scared bodoh.
I'm having tuition later at 4.
Fun again?
Hope so.
.___.

Ciao.