You are my decision and choice.

Why did so many things happen to me all in a year?
Somemore it's an impt year for me- 'O's.
I've decided to put in all my effort,once i settle down in sg next week.
My aunt and her family(includes th cousins i miss) are coming back again tmr from aust cos' my grandma was in a critical condition.
She just had a minor op and hope her breathing will be back to normal after it.
But it's confirmed a lung cancer and if everything's okay,she will be undergoing Radiotherapy on monday.
I cried everything out ytd,i couldn't stand th thought of it.
What if i lose you,you took care of me since young.
I was so guilty,thinking everything was me to be blamed.

Why?Why and why??
Why you were once so healthy yet everything came out at once.

Relatives and friends said it's just a matter of time unless a miracle happen.
I immediately asked my mum to send me to th temple to sincerely pray for you.
And now,my only wish is for you to get well.

I know no matter what your wish is for me to do well in my 'O's,graduate from U and success in life.
I'll do it for you,i swear (:
So what you have to do now is to have a strong willpower and get well soon.

I might be skipping sch on tues and wed cos' that's th two days i'm moving to sg.
i will still try to come back daily or every two days to see you.
What you've done for me,can't be measure w anything on earth.
Yet what i can repay you now is just like a drop of water from th never-ending big ocean.
Sorry for all my wrongdoings,i love you.
Get well soon.

Life's not good for me at all,not good.
But i love my family and friends,esp you,more than anything.
Somehow,it was you who made me be able to stand up again.
thanks,ily<3

My results are dropping,yes they are.
So i'll save it.
I will.

Goodbye,
C'swl.