Have you ever had a feeling someone betrayed you in someway?
I know i shouldn't get pissed for that luh,but..it's uncontrollable.
I broke out today.
I swear i tried to control it as hard as i could but,my results were just a pile of fuck shit! _|_
Physics 12/40.
I'm being really straight here now.
See,i was once doing well;as least much better than now.
And now,here i am,into dire straits.
Guess th feeling?
It sucks ttm i tell you.
Like knifes piercing throu' your heart.
I don't wanna dissapoint my family esp my dearest grandma.
But how?
Guess i shouldn't even be into this realistic world to suffer.
Only today,i knew a realistic fact about this world.
You are nice and caring to other people but when you are really not doing well,there's no one really there to help me.
I have great friends thou',who are really there for me.
But still,life suck's.
I hate you somehow because of today.
It's not your fault but i can't control it,i'm sorry.
Whose truthful to me whose not?
I really can't see.
I only can see th surface.
To a stupid person like me,those who treat me well are nice.
And i am totally wrong about it.
Yingling and vinesh scolded me awake today.
Ms tan too.
I cried.
I totally fell to th bottom of th cliff.
And you,i reallyreally need to talk to you.
I'm finding a good chance okay?
Then i'll contact you.
Sorry,i guess i'm really getting dependent on you alrdy.
):
I should change,i wanna be th Charmaine last year.
Who is this freaking girl now?
I myself don't even know her alrdy.
WO HEN XIANG SI.
There's no point seriously of me living on anymore.
Life is an empty shell to me,it brings me no happiness.
If god is kind enough,send me away.
I'm a girl no one notices,no one cares and i fckin' hate my life now okay.
FUCK THIS LIFE AND FUCK THIS SHITS!
No words can describe my feelings right now.
I need heart-to-heart talks alotalotalot now D:
I know i shouldn't get pissed for that luh,but..it's uncontrollable.
I broke out today.
I swear i tried to control it as hard as i could but,my results were just a pile of fuck shit! _|_
Physics 12/40.
I'm being really straight here now.
See,i was once doing well;as least much better than now.
And now,here i am,into dire straits.
Guess th feeling?
It sucks ttm i tell you.
Like knifes piercing throu' your heart.
I don't wanna dissapoint my family esp my dearest grandma.
But how?
Guess i shouldn't even be into this realistic world to suffer.
Only today,i knew a realistic fact about this world.
You are nice and caring to other people but when you are really not doing well,there's no one really there to help me.
I have great friends thou',who are really there for me.
But still,life suck's.
I hate you somehow because of today.
It's not your fault but i can't control it,i'm sorry.
Whose truthful to me whose not?
I really can't see.
I only can see th surface.
To a stupid person like me,those who treat me well are nice.
And i am totally wrong about it.
Yingling and vinesh scolded me awake today.
Ms tan too.
I cried.
I totally fell to th bottom of th cliff.
And you,i reallyreally need to talk to you.
I'm finding a good chance okay?
Then i'll contact you.
Sorry,i guess i'm really getting dependent on you alrdy.
):
I should change,i wanna be th Charmaine last year.
Who is this freaking girl now?
I myself don't even know her alrdy.
WO HEN XIANG SI.
There's no point seriously of me living on anymore.
Life is an empty shell to me,it brings me no happiness.
If god is kind enough,send me away.
I'm a girl no one notices,no one cares and i fckin' hate my life now okay.
FUCK THIS LIFE AND FUCK THIS SHITS!
No words can describe my feelings right now.
I need heart-to-heart talks alotalotalot now D:
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