Regrets,but what can i do?

What am i gonna do?
I'm lost now,in th dark,alone.

My grandma had a stroke last night.
Thou' it's mild,but seeing her suffer realy pains my heart.
I swear i don't know what to do.
Helpless was one thing i could only use to describe my feelings ytd.
If only i was a doctor,she could entrust me to cure her.

We called for th ambulance to come,sending her there.
She was in a semi-conscious state.
Cos' she's stubborn and don't like seeing docs so she refused to go to th hosp.
She was really suffering.
I'm really useless.
She loves me th most yet i can only stand there,controlling my tears and do nothing.
Now,th only thing i wish for is that she will be okay.
Everyone,please help me pray for her okay?
I reallyreally hope she will be fine.
I love her very much and want th best for her.

She wants me to continue working hard and yes i will.
No more fooling around,what's important now is to make her happy.

I'm so sorry,i shouldn't have said you were naggy and stuff.
Nothing can explain how remorseful i am right now.

Thank you for consoling me ytd night and also to mo and ming for their concern.

Sorry,
charmaine.

我-爱-你! :B

Featuring this century's most unglam picture*above* :B

Somehow,i super hearts this picture:D

Ling and me(:

Angmokio-Bishan-Orchard-Bugis.
4 places in a day and shopping makes my leg ache alotalot okay!
Hahaha.
Bought a satin dress?
tsk,not bad uh charmaine.
I told myself to control all temptations to buy clothes/dresses today but in th end i got one still.
Sigh,that's meeeee._.

Life's alright.
I've decided to hold on to pure science for th last time and i'm gonna relaly work hard for it.
But if i still fail,i'll drop aft mye.

Poly/Jc;see first?

I hate you,sorry,you aren't to be blame.
Just blame myself for seeing you as my true good friend that will care for me whenever i need you.
I'm wrong once again,totally wrongg.
Nevermind,i would just ignore you w your attitude currently.



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Having you,is enough(:
<3

C.

Scored badly for CT.
ALL SUBJECTS mind you! D:

Nevermind,i wanna score all 'A's for my Mye,Prelims and esp 'O's!
Jiayou charmaine:)
You can do it.

Skipping schl on friday and going to find Mr cheng for tuition?
Ohgawd.by then i don't know how many tuitions i'm having alrdy.
I better score well th next time.

Godblessme;
ciao.

Persevere.

I'm determined NOT to drop my pure sciences,yes!
:D

thanks god for th decision.