Nothing's gonna change my love for you.

2010-07-10T22:34:00.003+08:00

I feel like doing something i would definitely regret.
I HATE MYSELF you know for being so fucking idk what to say.
I feel so fckin' depressed now that suicide is on my mind.

BFFs,i need you all right now..

Pessimistic/Truth

2010-07-10T22:07:00.002+08:00

If you knew what your future would be what would you do?
If you were really scared yet no one could help you what would you do?
Crying doesn't solve anything yet my tears can alr be collected into a bottle.
FML.
Idk what to make me feel better or i guess i wont.
If i could change today then i wouldn't be like that now.
Telling you doesn't seem to work.
What can i do?

i wanna live till 100 w you.
i still got many things i wanna do.

Polaroid-paranoid

2010-02-22T13:28:00.002+08:00

Life isn't always that smooth sailing.

I'm always moody over small things and tend to think alot.idk why,maybe thats just me.

Fuck.

understanding

2010-02-11T23:43:00.001+08:00

I LOVE MY TWIN! <3

gosh,i wanna close this blog man.

But i'm opening a blog tgt w Lingling,then we'll post there,definitely.

2010-02-09T11:55:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a81eP2E8MEQ&feature=fvst

i love you, Mr toh :)

2010-02-03T23:45:00.002+08:00

Hey guys :D

sry for TOTALLY neglecting my pathetic blog..Hectic life.working daily now and today's my off-day :) Me not bad k!break my 4 days work record alr,have worked for more than 2 weeks @takashimaya s.c.

Not bad lah there,is tiring cos must keep standing but can say is quite easy money actually.

So ytd went out w Wanyi,we have been going out tgt quite often nowadays and i feel that our character is quite similar in many ways :)) good that i find a 'zhi ji' *chinese word* So aft work ytd went to find her at 313@somerset. She got her pay!congrats ^-^ so first,we bought a pair of wedges tgt.i bought black and she bought blue :> then we walked ard,talktalk then she went to get present for her friend and we went to pass it to her friend who is working at Royal Sporting House.then bought laogong's vday pressie there!Thanks wy for helping me choose too :D:D I think its really nice but dk laogong will like mah ;s

Then we walked ard and went to Paragon.omg i darm diulian thr luh.Sry uh wy,make you ps outside miumiu and gucci :BB hehe.Shortly after we went to Taka cus i wanted to look for foundation+concealer,so wy accompanied me :] Looked for it at Chanel first cos wy is using their foundation so went to ask abt it.Then we went to Dior.Th promoter was really nice and friendly!i asked her for concealer then she immediately ask us to sit down and she applied concealer+foundation+blusher for me :] Christian Dior's products are good ! here i help them promote,haha.They make your skin look flawless.Wy also bought cus when th promoter applied it on her it was really nice tooo! {: so we bought it tgt again ((((((: I like shopping w wy!but i need $$$$.now srsly broke manxszxsxsc.LOL,who want sponsor meee? *open big eyes*

Aft that serene came to look for wy then they accompanied me to my bus stop and home sweet home :>

I promise when i get my pay is th time i become CD's VIP.gonna buy many of their products man!

Today and tmr is my off day :D:D yay! so finally.

went to IMM w baobei laogong tday :)

He wanted to get a pair of shoes for newyear.end up th declared broke me also bought a pair of flats:D quite nice,laogong help me choose de!

Me love him alotalot <3

So thats abt it le,then went to slack ard.

I like being w laogong,if only it can be 24/7 :x

Aft that went to me mummy and went ard cwp.

I bought a top and skirt from Cotton on :}

Guess shopping is srsly my top priority in life ;p cant live a day w/o it.

LOL.

And i really wanna confess..

LINGLING!I darm miss you i swear :((

Think of those times we did everything tgt.even bath tgt neh!

Go hols tgt,camwhore non-stop and in whatever conditions tgt,you understand me 1111000% and me too...now you and i like lead different and seperate lifes...really cant imagine we would have to seperate like that }: But nbm k,twins forever yeah! <3>

I'll meet you in aust,yes i will.

With love,

appreciate :)

2009-12-19T22:38:00.004+08:00

A decision made is a new path opened for myself in life.

i will not regret it;responsible for my choice.

because ily

Boring life.

Cameron highhighhigh!~

2009-11-16T19:07:00.019+08:00

DAY THREE

So on th third day,we went to th Strawberry farm.

Bought th products made from strawberry there.YumYum! ^^

Had strawberry-vanilla ice cream there.Its darmdarm nice :D

5stars for it !

Fresh strawberries that are sour but awesommeeee~

Aiyo Ling ah,why eat till so poor thing? :P

All th plantations there form a nice scenery; its full of greens there :)

Went for steamboat because th weather was sososososo cold,omg.

I was having flu non-stop :/

Drink th nice naturally-sweet herbal tea :D

WOW!

See,th steamboat has a long tube-thingy.Cos' theres charcoal inside it forming th fire.

Cool right??

PRAWN ATTACKK!

Charmaine wins :] hehe.

My dad is cooking so happily :B

oooohh,nicenice (:

In japan!HAHA.

DAY TWO

We had lunch cum dinner@ Room18 (Berjaya times square).

Th food there is not bad man :D hehe.

HAHA,Ling scouting ard for shuai-ge's :p jkjk.

After eating dinner,we went around shopping!

th things there are sososo cheap :)

got alot of th clothes/dresses/jackets there.

No wonder many ppl always say KL things are cheap,its true! :]

Big bag small bag ^^ haha.

After shopping,all our legs were tired so headed for Starbucks to slack:]

Cheers!

We all started to get hungry,so Ling treated us Krispy Kreme's donuts !!

She got us a dozen of them,nice leh?jealous?hehe.

ARIGATO LINGLING! :D:D

Th donuts are srsly th best in th world i tell you.

JCO also can't fight them ;B

Th last time i ate them was in Aust,and now i found it in KL.*happyhappy!*

(laogong got see this?) haha ;p

Give her a kiss for th donuts (:

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Aftermath,my dad drove us all up to Cameron highlands :D

and thats where we are now :)

Th scenery's so pretty here,but its coldcold&cold man ~

First day! ^^

2009-11-14T22:57:00.008+08:00

Hey! Yingling's here hacking into my twin's blog (:
she says she's lazy to blog ?!

currently at souled out (KL) :D

blogging ends here! hahaha dk what to write xD.
heading for cameron highlands tmr/in two days.
HAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYY!

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ELLLOOO! Me is Yingling's twin;charmaine :B

So now as yl said we are in KL.took many pics w my dearest twin (:

I drank beer tday anw,half a glass.

But its bitter,i don't likeee :(

From now i'll try to blog daily unless i can't find any wi-fi nearby.

we will be on a 'one-week journey' sort of thing cos' we are going to quite many parts in Malaysia to play.

Continue to stick to my blog for more pictureessss :D

Early this aftnn,wanted to dye my hair but because i'm gonna be swimmming these few days so my dad is scared th dye will come off very fast.

Still deciding whether to dye anot :S Any suggestions? :}

Cos' i'm having 'tu-tou' xian xiang man!so young righty?i know :(((

So did some kinda 'hair-spa treatment' today.It was very comfortable and i really hope by continuing to maintain my hair using their products my hair will recover soon! (:
Without further saying,let th pictures do th talking(above) :]

Bye;

C'swl & S'yl with loves.

i'm broke :/

2009-11-12T21:37:00.008+08:00

Went out w daphne and yiyong to orchard ytd.

Takeaway subway-smuggle in kbox-sang from 8+ to 3am :D

Th kbox in cineleisure.

Haha,it was darm fun i tell you.we were like 3 hyper kids dancing,jumping and playing w th songs.Esp th 'paraparasakura' !

I LOVE THEM!It was super fun.

Aftermath we went out slacking ard Orchard.

Walking along th dark and quiet streets(thou' there were many taxis passing) :B

Played and took quite many pictures.

Will upload them on Facebook.

Slacked@ Mac while waiting for th first train to open at 610.

Chat thou' all of us were alr darm tired.

Then went to Hyatt to wait as well.

Finally reached home at 7+.

Slept and woke up at 12.

Bath-ed,prepared then went to meet Tohtoh C:

Went to Orchard again,haha,walked ard then went to Cityhall.

Couldn't find Tohtoh's thing so train-ed back to Wdls.

Slacked,had dinner and then homed ^^

I love my laogong luh,7days;i'll miss you like crazy :x

Finally i have started to blog back like normally but still quite lazy to do so if you have noticed in this post my language and stuff.LOL.

Stay tuned for more updates guys! {:

:D

2009-10-20T21:23:00.004+08:00

Tzh and cswl's wishlist:

We will definitely going to try my best during 'o's!
We want a 8!
We want to get into SP!
We want to get into accountancy!
We want to do well well!
sorry,short and random :B

adios~

HAHA!

I LOVE C'SWL! <3

Happy birthday mummy! :D

2009-10-19T21:39:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!

This is gonna be a short post but my love and gratefulness for you cannot be expressed in words.
ily mummy!<3
'O's results will be the best present for you :)

i'll do my best.

Thanks for all you've done for us,it has been hard for you.

rahhhh.

2009-10-10T21:46:00.002+08:00

hey everyone,long time since i posted eh?

Exams are coming:/ yes,and its not normal exams this time,its 'O's.
I'm really very scared and stressed up.theres only this once left,no more next time,no more 'Shit,i don't know how to do'; if i do that,that means i've flunk my papers.
I don't want that to happen,i wanna get a 10 at least?pleaseeee.
I'm so scared that i've been crying almost everyday.
However,no one can help me except myself.

Jy c'swl,you can do it!
Good luck to everyone else sitting for 'O' lvls kay:)

th next time i'll update is aft 'O's.

<3,
C.

Marina barrage :)

2009-07-25T15:46:00.002+08:00

Marina barrage last week w my relatives;
was quite fun :)

New leaf.

2009-07-25T15:36:00.000+08:00

Just changed my blog layout.

Happy birthday my dearest U.L ! (:

2009-07-18T12:15:00.002+08:00

A great happy birthday to my very good friend,Afini! :D
ily ultimate love<3
Hope you enjoyed ytd and once again,sweet 16 to you!

C.

L-O-V-E <3

2009-07-12T21:04:00.001+08:00

C'swl <3>

Schl again tmr,argh,i want 'O's to end fasterrrrrr ):

And,i wanna go to LA,Italy,Paris,Spain and th whole world.
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Okay,this is just a super random post,hahaa.

I'm th strawberry girl :D

2009-07-10T21:30:00.003+08:00

Now my blog isn't dead eh.
I promise to post many pictures up and update my blog almost daily after 'O's :)

For now,my blog will officially be almost dead and i'll only blog whenever i have time.

With loves,
C'swl.

Holiday-ING.

2009-06-20T22:03:00.002+08:00

I'm back from tioman everyone.
Going to genting again on monday.
Just gonna post one of th pictures out of th 200over pics,i've uploaded them on my facebook,go there and see if you guys want (:

It was a really nice and relaxing trip but i miss t'zh alotalot:(

Lazy to really blog alrdy,fb is much better and easier.
Adios.

Outing<3

2009-05-30T15:49:00.006+08:00

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Aloha readers,i've opened my blog once again. Th reason i closed was because,i didn't want tls to read it. So th pictures above are taken by my webcam and totally raw(unedit-ed). Th first time i posted sth w/o editing eh? (: So i finally took th Sg flyer for th first time ever w t'zh♥
it was fun,haha.
We had th whole cabin to ourselves,super shiok.

First,we trained to Marina bay.
Th weather was..OMFG hotttttt! :/
Then couldn't find th location anywhere from there so trained back to cityhall.

Found esplanade and th 'Wheel of Fortune'.

Th ride was slow but was fast in th way that awhile then its finish alr.
I look ugly in th pictures:x
But nvm,i like it as long as its taken w you,hehe.

Walked around Citylink and Raffles City.

Th night view from esplanade is spectacular!
I love th view esp The Fullerton hotel *ps,if its th wrong spelling*
Niceeeee!:D

I enjoy th day out w you,time passes so fast w you.
ily <3>

Anw,good luck to all those taking cl 'O's tmr!^^

Going to Sentosa tmr,byeeee!

Boys over flowers.

2009-05-26T21:11:00.001+08:00

Class photo's up (:

I LOVE LEE MIN HO,BUT T'ZH IS ALWAYS TH FIRST IN MY HEARTTTT! (^.^)

If nothing lasts forever,i know our love still will.

2009-05-22T20:08:00.002+08:00

Exams were finally over on wednesday so i went out w Mo on thursday.

Plaza sing to watch Night at th museum 2.
Rate it 4/5 stars,super hilarious (:

Orchard next.
First stop---Far east plaza;
Had lunch there,walked around and i got my shorts.
Then to mango and i got my black spaghetti strap and white tanktop.
Charmaine is happyhappyhappy w them (^.^)

Then went round to heerens and paragon to walk around.
Nothing much there.

Trained to Amk to meet t'zh,dearest mo accompanied me.
Thankkkkkkkkkkssssssssss! :D
Had dinner then homed.

Having tuition early tmr ):
Sighhhhhhhh~

So got back two results so far:
Emaths P1-71/80 (can do better!)
Higher mt paper1-63/90
paper2-74/110
total: 68%

I know i can do better,jiayou charmaine,gogogogogo!

Bye.

i love you <3.

2009-05-17T19:57:00.002+08:00

So i went to library to study again.
Everyone's complaining about amaths.
ARGHHH!
And its truly driving me nutsss :/

I love th above to th maxxxxxxxx! :D
<3

I'm yours (:

2009-05-15T19:17:00.002+08:00

Hey readers,it's been a longlong time since i blogged.
Haha,miss me?:B

Exams no good,esp maths P2,i practically flunk the paper.
20 over marks gone cos' i didn't finish it:/
First time i did a math paper so badly.
Arghhhhh!

Nevermind,i'll try hard for prelims and 'O's.
C'swl can do it,she can!
(:

I love youuuuuuu!<3

I love seeing you,it brings me happiness.

2009-04-30T20:00:00.002+08:00

Long time since i blogged eh?
I wanna change my phone,yes i wantttt!
It's been driving me mad.

I wanna forget my past,please forget it.
I'm gonna hide it deep in my heart,never digging it out again so pls,kindly don't remind me of anything unhappy.

Life's been going ''well'' for me?

School's badbadbad,charmaine keep having that skipping sch mood if not because of you.
):

Can anyone tell me what phones are good?
Touch-screen preferably (:

I'm going for church on sat w charlotte,looking forward to it.
Hoho.

Changing tuition?haha.

This is a brief one,charmaine's coming back._.

Stayover.

2009-04-21T19:53:00.004+08:00

At th 7-eleven store outside my house.
Kay,i know i look retarded-.-

Stayover was great,haha.
I miss malaysia,i miss everything,every single thing there. Even th cats and dogs,LOL.

Ciao.

I miss my old home.

2009-04-16T21:53:00.003+08:00

Th above is th cousin i mentioned,Louisa thompson on th left and Kieren Law on th right (:

Her again:B

From now on,unless i'm into blogging again,or i'll just pictures do most of th talking alright?
Sorry readers,i need time.

Thanks.

Dinner outing (:

2009-04-12T22:42:00.002+08:00

Pictures speaks a thousand words,i'm lazy to really post.
But i had fun talking w them (:

You are my decision and choice.

2009-04-11T13:36:00.005+08:00

Why did so many things happen to me all in a year?
Somemore it's an impt year for me- 'O's.
I've decided to put in all my effort,once i settle down in sg next week.
My aunt and her family(includes th cousins i miss) are coming back again tmr from aust cos' my grandma was in a critical condition.
She just had a minor op and hope her breathing will be back to normal after it.
But it's confirmed a lung cancer and if everything's okay,she will be undergoing Radiotherapy on monday.
I cried everything out ytd,i couldn't stand th thought of it.
What if i lose you,you took care of me since young.
I was so guilty,thinking everything was me to be blamed.

Why?Why and why??
Why you were once so healthy yet everything came out at once.

Relatives and friends said it's just a matter of time unless a miracle happen.
I immediately asked my mum to send me to th temple to sincerely pray for you.
And now,my only wish is for you to get well.

I know no matter what your wish is for me to do well in my 'O's,graduate from U and success in life.
I'll do it for you,i swear (:
So what you have to do now is to have a strong willpower and get well soon.

I might be skipping sch on tues and wed cos' that's th two days i'm moving to sg.
i will still try to come back daily or every two days to see you.
What you've done for me,can't be measure w anything on earth.
Yet what i can repay you now is just like a drop of water from th never-ending big ocean.
Sorry for all my wrongdoings,i love you.
Get well soon.

Life's not good for me at all,not good.
But i love my family and friends,esp you,more than anything.
Somehow,it was you who made me be able to stand up again.
thanks,ily<3

My results are dropping,yes they are.
So i'll save it.
I will.

Goodbye,
C'swl.

Routines.

2009-04-02T21:31:00.003+08:00

Somehow,i don't have th mood to blog.
After so many darm happenings,and yet only 3 pathetic people know th whole story.
I won't tell anyone else,cos' it's not as if it's something proud.
I just hope asyraf stop cursing me.
Why does everything have to happen so fast at th same time?
It's too fast for me to adapt,too fast.

And f huangmei,call my mum and tell her i'm cheap right?
YOU ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!
I hate you ttm!
:/

Ohya,i've dropped to combined science anyway.
And i'm moving house.

Bye.

Regrets,but what can i do?

2009-03-19T14:47:00.002+08:00

What am i gonna do?
I'm lost now,in th dark,alone.

My grandma had a stroke last night.
Thou' it's mild,but seeing her suffer realy pains my heart.
I swear i don't know what to do.
Helpless was one thing i could only use to describe my feelings ytd.
If only i was a doctor,she could entrust me to cure her.

We called for th ambulance to come,sending her there.
She was in a semi-conscious state.
Cos' she's stubborn and don't like seeing docs so she refused to go to th hosp.
She was really suffering.
I'm really useless.
She loves me th most yet i can only stand there,controlling my tears and do nothing.
Now,th only thing i wish for is that she will be okay.
Everyone,please help me pray for her okay?
I reallyreally hope she will be fine.
I love her very much and want th best for her.

She wants me to continue working hard and yes i will.
No more fooling around,what's important now is to make her happy.

I'm so sorry,i shouldn't have said you were naggy and stuff.
Nothing can explain how remorseful i am right now.

Thank you for consoling me ytd night and also to mo and ming for their concern.

Sorry,
charmaine.

我-爱-你! :B

2009-03-13T21:22:00.003+08:00

Featuring this century's most unglam picture*above* :B

Somehow,i super hearts this picture:D

Ling and me(:

Angmokio-Bishan-Orchard-Bugis.
4 places in a day and shopping makes my leg ache alotalot okay!
Hahaha.
Bought a satin dress?
tsk,not bad uh charmaine.
I told myself to control all temptations to buy clothes/dresses today but in th end i got one still.
Sigh,that's meeeee._.

Life's alright.
I've decided to hold on to pure science for th last time and i'm gonna relaly work hard for it.
But if i still fail,i'll drop aft mye.

Poly/Jc;see first?

I hate you,sorry,you aren't to be blame.
Just blame myself for seeing you as my true good friend that will care for me whenever i need you.
I'm wrong once again,totally wrongg.
Nevermind,i would just ignore you w your attitude currently.

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Having you,is enough(:
<3

C.

2009-03-10T21:05:00.001+08:00

Scored badly for CT.
ALL SUBJECTS mind you! D:

Nevermind,i wanna score all 'A's for my Mye,Prelims and esp 'O's!
Jiayou charmaine:)
You can do it.

Skipping schl on friday and going to find Mr cheng for tuition?
Ohgawd.by then i don't know how many tuitions i'm having alrdy.
I better score well th next time.

Godblessme;
ciao.

Persevere.

2009-03-08T15:39:00.001+08:00

I'm determined NOT to drop my pure sciences,yes!
:D

thanks god for th decision.

There's nothing better.

2009-03-07T23:10:00.003+08:00

Took this quiz link from Mo's blog as i was bored,found certain things on my personality quite true.

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.
You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

You love your friends very much - so much so that it's actually quite a worry. You may not be able to cope very well when you do lose somebody's friendship. You are a very sensitive and fragile person, and are therefore likely to get upset easily. You care for your friends and are willing to do anything that they ask you to do. Sometimes this can make your friends think that you are a bit of a nuisance. Nevertheless, people do really love you because your highest priority is your friends.

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Thanks Daddy for getting me my LV bag!
ilyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! ^^
<3

Life's getting good,w everything starting to go in place(:
I wish this would all last well.

Okay,i'll update again tmr.
Adios.

Promise.

2009-03-07T10:37:00.003+08:00

Learning journey ytd was boring.
But th bus ride was okay cos' i was listening to songs and camwhoring around w D.chr and my biatch!
(:

After LJ,went back to schl to look for Mo and Ming.
We went to Yishun;Northpoint.
Wanted to catch Suspect X but because of th timings,i couldn't make it so we just went to eat.
Lunched@Xin wang hong kong cafe.
3 of us ate and th total cost was $50.
Just a free simple orders okay.

We talked alot there,about life,studies and stuff.
Thanks to them,i got alot more better (:
Heart-to-heart talks really cures.

So we walked around th oh-so-small shopping centre and slacked ard.

Went back to cwp to meet Diana w Mo.

Diana was so mad ytd can?
Kept disturbing me when i was having a super going-to-kill me headache.

Slept before 9.20 ytd.
Early right?
Woke up at 7+ this morning.
Th first thing i did was rushing to practise my piano.
Guess i really gotta change and start working on everything.
Monday you will see a different me.
Even from appearance :]

Ciao!

On th verge of collapsing.

2009-03-05T19:29:00.003+08:00

Have you ever had a feeling someone betrayed you in someway?
I know i shouldn't get pissed for that luh,but..it's uncontrollable.

I broke out today.
I swear i tried to control it as hard as i could but,my results were just a pile of fuck shit! _|_
Physics 12/40.
I'm being really straight here now.
See,i was once doing well;as least much better than now.
And now,here i am,into dire straits.
Guess th feeling?
It sucks ttm i tell you.
Like knifes piercing throu' your heart.

I don't wanna dissapoint my family esp my dearest grandma.
But how?
Guess i shouldn't even be into this realistic world to suffer.

Only today,i knew a realistic fact about this world.
You are nice and caring to other people but when you are really not doing well,there's no one really there to help me.
I have great friends thou',who are really there for me.
But still,life suck's.
I hate you somehow because of today.
It's not your fault but i can't control it,i'm sorry.

Whose truthful to me whose not?
I really can't see.
I only can see th surface.
To a stupid person like me,those who treat me well are nice.
And i am totally wrong about it.

Yingling and vinesh scolded me awake today.
Ms tan too.
I cried.
I totally fell to th bottom of th cliff.
And you,i reallyreally need to talk to you.
I'm finding a good chance okay?
Then i'll contact you.
Sorry,i guess i'm really getting dependent on you alrdy.
):

I should change,i wanna be th Charmaine last year.
Who is this freaking girl now?
I myself don't even know her alrdy.
WO HEN XIANG SI.
There's no point seriously of me living on anymore.
Life is an empty shell to me,it brings me no happiness.
If god is kind enough,send me away.
I'm a girl no one notices,no one cares and i fckin' hate my life now okay.
FUCK THIS LIFE AND FUCK THIS SHITS!

No words can describe my feelings right now.
I need heart-to-heart talks alotalotalot now D:

I'm left w nothing.

2009-03-04T19:54:00.003+08:00

Hey guys.
CT is over,like finally?
I've been sleeping at 1+ going 2 for th past 2 nights and i feel as if my body is breaking apart when i wake up in th morning D:

I hereby announce i flunk my Purephysics/chem papers:/
Shit it.
I wanna drop la,but i'm worried i'll regret.

E-maths:39/50?
Not satisfied and i swear i'm so gonna chiong for my 'O's alrdy (:
If not i'll definitely be th one crying in th hall when i get my results next year.
I got my aims sort out and so i'm gonna work for it.

I'm currently in love w Neyo's mad*my blogsong*.
Nice luh ! ^^
Somehow,i love Neyo's songs.
They have feelings,get it?
Like,his voice is superb-ly fabulous.
Haha,okay,i wanna go do other stuffs.
Ciao!

ily boy.

2009-03-01T15:03:00.008+08:00

So tmr's common test.
I guess i'm 75-85% ready alrdy but still nervous somehow.

Tuition was okay luh.
With both of them around.
But somehow,eugene isn't that bad luh.
He let's me hit him,plays around and sends me songs.
Haha,tuition isn't that boring w them around but still,time passes slow-.-
3hrs,dead shittt!

Dear 'O's,pass faster la pls.
I wanna work asap!
._.

Good luck for your CT everyone from evg.

Ciao.

Where th shit is charmaine?

2009-02-28T21:35:00.004+08:00

People,kindly stop adding me on Msn from friendster and facebook and asking th same questions all th time if you don't know me-.-
All th same pattern.
Argh,nevermind,forget it.

Chinese tuition today was funny.
Haha,lucky it was cos' i was really tired at that time:/

So i can't stay in Sg next week anymore?
Cos' i think studying back here in M'sia is much better(:
Jiayou luh Charmaine,you can do it manxszxsxzxc!
Hahah.

Anyway,i went bloghopping and found some really touching things that taught me that true love exists on earth,no matter where th both parties are,if you have th heart to maintain th r/s,it's possible.
*Random.*

Ciao.

I'm sure of my choice.

2009-02-27T22:24:00.004+08:00

Alohaaaaa readers!
1week since i blog eh?
My comp was deaddd,so it went to th hospital and just came back today(:
Haha,i missed it like fckin' loads.
Imagine Charmaine's life a day w/o th comp.
tsk.

I don't really have th mood to blog but life's getting interesting somehow?
Just keeping my blog alive w some pictures.
Next week's common test so i probably won't blog till thurs?
See how~

Till then,adios!

Love,what a game?

2009-02-20T20:57:00.004+08:00

There's nothing to elaborate about schl these days-.-
DAILY ROUTINE THAT SUCKS!
But i won th bet,you did lean down on th table right? XP
So i've earned myself sweets for winning th bet on not sleeping in class,hahaha.
Thanks :)

So after schl today waited for Sister and Asshole to finish their A-maths retest.
Then went to Orchard w them.
First stop was er..Takashimaya.
Hoho,cos' i wanted to do window shopping for all th branded stuffs.
Thou' you can't buy them,but looking at them can really make me go bow-wow! :B
Hahaa.
See-walk-see-walk,then went to have Fish and chips?
It's nice but i had my stupid stomache then-.-
What a time..
Sorry to inconvenient you all w my stomache uh):
Okay,i have to specify that most of th journey,we crapped.
About everything and anything?
LOL.

So basically we were looking at branded stuffs today?
Is th shop named 'Muji' or something like that,i forgot.
Th things there are super chio can?
From pencils,pens,cases;Ah,basically everything in there makes you wanna buy it.
They are like objects that can speak and tell you: ''Buy me,buy me luh! :D''
Okay,i know i'm super random right now.
So we bought a super cool ''water bottle' there?
We invented it okay.
.__.

Thanks Haley and Asyraf for today,you guys rock ttm!
<3
Haha.

--
For my previous post,just ignore it.
I'm okay now,thanks alot to all my wonderful friends out there for your concern and care.
I love you guys ^^
You know what?
My oh-so-super-goddarm-strong going to Aust dream actually once dissapeared ytd.
Cos' of my beloved friends.
Believe it or not up to you but it's really from th bottom of my heart.
:]

Thanks,all.

/Ps: Haley is better than Daphne! :p

Condolences.

2009-02-19T20:25:00.004+08:00

Thanks alot Mo for th necklace!
<3>
I love it ttm and you too (:

Everything's not going right.
It's all gone wrong.
What's w my life?
Fuck it.
I feel so terrible that i feel like crying every second.
I need someone to listen to me please.
But i don't wish to annoy or trouble anyone so i guess i still have to keep it to myself .
I want people around me to be happy,don't be like me okay?
I'm a fckin' wrong person you should follow and please just let me dissapear can?
Fate,are you playing w me?
:/

To you,cheer up okay?
I'll definitely try to make you happy :)
Nothing can make me smile now..

My heart is bursting little by little every second.

It's a thousand years eternity love;

2009-02-15T14:21:00.000+08:00

Going for tuition then to Malaysia's Chingay in th night :)

So till then,adios ._.

Stucked for tuition:/

2009-02-14T15:09:00.002+08:00

Finally,pictures of me w/o my entensions.
Even yuckier or nicer than before you decide.
But it's like so super-uper short la!
):
Please like grow faster?
I wanna wave it or reborn it then.
---

Happy V'day dearest all!

So everyone is returning gifts on Monday?
LOL.
Mo,thanks la.
My oh-so-wanted necklace and i'm probably getting it as a gift from Mo for Valentine's:)

So i'm going to tuition and celebrating my Valentine's there?
Hope it won't be boring please.
Okay,bye.

Shun.

2009-02-13T20:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY V'DAY EVE!
--
I feel happy giving out donuts and chocolate,i don't know why ;p
And i'm spending Valentine's day in tuition tmrw,LOL.

Went for my Dental appointment then to cwp for lunch w Vinesh,Bh,Marcus,Ling,Mo,Ong.
I don't understand why i gotta go home w Fuckface everyday-.-
She sucks la,that face.
Then we met w a crazy lady while waiting for 950 across Sg custom.
Then Vinish,Ling,Lishi and me kept laughing at her.
And i'm so sorry for not being able to go w you guys cos' of my piano lesson!
:/

I'm sure everything's fine alrdy:)

I hate myself.

2009-02-12T19:41:00.007+08:00

School is always crappy as usual-.-
I hate homeworks,they are flooding me!

So after schl today,had lunch w Ling@Pizza hut.
As i told you,we're their usuals la okay.
Hahaha.
Then Xiaohui and Jieling came in,it's coincidentally anyway.
So sat together,lunched and talked.
:)

Headed home w Ling after food.
Rushed to City Square to get V'day gifts,chocs and stuffs that i wanna give my dearest friends :]
Last year what,so i'll give something to make it memorable?
Ling bought chocs too.
For who i don't know luh :p

Oh,and i'm going for a dental checkup tmrw.
To get my referral letter to do Braces.
Like so finally.
I want braces asap!
.__.

And i'm so moodless now.
Adios.
--
Daphne,pleaseplease cheer up!
I'm sure he will be fine,trust me.
God will bless him and let us all pray for him.

If you said goodbye,i probably will say goodnight.

2009-02-10T21:47:00.003+08:00

Jump up and say yay man!
I removed my extensions that was so uncomfortable-.-
Thou' my hair is so super fckin' short now that i feel like cutting it botak.
:/
Retard i look can?
Unless i reborn it..
But it's so super comfy like a pillow is stucked onto my head :)

Why am i getting so *no meaning* nowadays?
I somehow don't know what i'm doing.
But one thing i'm sure is that i want 'O's to pass like faster please?!?!
I have alrdy planned what to do aft that and i look so forward to it.
Hoho:B

I've got so many things on my mind to do but i've to complete it one by one.
I wanna work asap.
Cos' i think working is fun:]
I wanna get as many branded stuffs as possible.
Esp LV okay!
I would stop repeating th wish i want it to come true th most.
Like almost everyone knows...
Don't think i'm crazy over a country okay,it has meaning.

And to dearest Mr TanLeeSze who is reading my blog;
i wanna hereby declare that i love physics TTM!
:D
LOL.

Iwantthatnecklaceeeeeee.

You made me hold on to it.

3 words,1 meaning,ily.

2009-02-08T22:54:00.005+08:00

Yeonhao's hse on Friday,then to Wanqing's hse.

I probably won't to Yonghao's hse during his parties anymore.
I don't like it,too crowded.
Me,Ong and Ling will visit his house when there isn't a party,can sing somemore._.

Ling's Sister is leaving for New Zealand on th 17th.
I miss her effing loads can?!?!
Don't go please..
):

Kay,so i posted pictures.
Happy?
LOL.
But th pictures are like seriously fugly:/

Was talking w my Cousin on Facebook these few days.
I MISS AUST TTM! :X
Sad la,i wanna go there asap.
Pray please?
Then i can mix around more w you guys :B
But then again,i'll miss my friends here,esp you.
So how?

And wall street,i'm coming yo!
Thou' it's like IMPOSSIBLE TOTALLY!
:/
Dreams,hahaha.

And thou' my blogsong is an old one,but i hearts it alot too :]

Did you realise my posts these days are getting more and more RANDOMMMM?

Adios.

I've fallen deeply once again.

2009-02-07T23:17:00.003+08:00

There are many words in my heart but i just can't type them out.
Many feelings,many sentences.
How i hope it will be successful (:
Wish,come true please.

Have you ever wondered?
As humans,god didn't really give us fair justice.
Some of us are born w a Silver spoon,while some of us aren't.
But i somehow admire those who are really independent w a goal of themselves alot.
That's why i've a new aim thou' i know it's a Mission Never Possible :
-To be able to work at Wall Street.
That will be a dream to many i think?

Dreams,so true yet so far.
We want our dreams,hopes and wishes to be fulfilled,but have we really worked for ours?
NO.
Humans don't work their mights out.
We just dream alot,right?
Okay,probably just me.

Have you ever thought for your future?
To be a Uni graduate or are you just satisfied w a Diploma/'A' levels?
I'm really in a dilemma.
I don't know how to choose.
Mum,thanks alot for your help but i'm still hesitating.
Hesitating more aft you said that.
'A's / Poly?
Just choose it for me..

Okay,i'm getting really flooded w things and random :|
Ciao.

Love,it's getting difficult.

2009-02-04T20:41:00.002+08:00

Hello.
Everyone should be prepared i won't update so much alrdy.
Firstly,no mood to blog.
Secondly,schoolworks overwhelming! :x

Woke up in th morning today and had Bird's nest for Breakfast.
I'll try to have some every two weeks?
Probably it will make my complexion better *prays*
Hehe.

School.
Was fine luh.
But i don't know what's th problem w me.
I slept from 7pm th last night till 3+ in th morning and i still felt tired in school.
Some weird sleeping disorders indeed i have.
Oh yes,i desperately need suggestions on whether i should remove my Hair extensions anot.
Please tell me by Thursday?
Latest Fri morning.
As many people to tell me as possible.
(:
By whatever method is convenient to you.
Tags,msn,text,etc.
Comment pls.
Cos' i'm really hesitating whether to remove it.
If yes,then i'll probably remove it this fri or next fri.

Thanks.

我,无能为力.

Please get out of my bloody mind?

2009-02-01T15:30:00.003+08:00

Hola.
Did nothing much great today?
Er..Woke up in th morning first thing went to have Roti prata again?
Hahaha.
Then went to Temple next.
See,charmaine's a good girl._.

Came home and did homeworks straight.
All completed except E-maths probability(tree diagram) wksht.
Left w a few questions.
Guess i'll complete it aft tuition today? (:
Then aft that i'll probably do some A-maths practise for Trigo and Matrices to prepare for tmrw's A-maths test.

Everything has gone back to normal.

It's time.

2009-01-31T21:26:00.002+08:00

I'm pleased w myself.
Cos' i think my brain has suddenly turned matured or opened or whatever you call it.
I'm starting to turn back to th 'study type of charmaine' in Sec 3.
(:
I'm so happy.
Computer isn't my everything now.
I just use it after i complete everything.

So i've done my hmwks today.
Maths basically.
Caught up w what i was not sure and stuffs.

I'm so gonna work really hard and achieve th results i want at th end of th day.

Thanks alot ms tan.
If it isn't you,i won't have th motivation to do well again.
But i hope my results will not detoriate ):

So Chinese tuition today was alright.
Funny is th word to describe it.
HAHA!

I've put my Tagboard back again.
So keep tagging alright readers?
:3

Many tests next week.
I've to start studying earlier.
Keep going,Charmaine.
You can do it ! ._.

♥

Probably we aren't meant to be.

2009-01-30T21:32:00.003+08:00

Jeff's stupid hand,spoil my pictureee!-.-

Daphne's carrying Charmaine orh!:3

ALOHAA!
I'm like having th best mood i've ever had after these few weeks.
Cos' i had th greatest talk on earth w th best teacher,Ms tan wah sing.
She rocks can?
I so regret scolding her on my blog th other time.
Now,i love her---My best teacher.

I cried aft Physics retest today.
Many things happened,but i won't go in detail,anw it's just about stress thingy.
Then th first person that came to my mind to talk to is her.
Had a nice chat of more than an hour w her.
Super nice?
Talked about super many things.
And sister,she praised you!
:D

So i've decided to work thrice as harder in my Sciences.
If after this term i still cmi,then i'll drop;
fair enough eh?

Th first thing to do tmrw after i wake up is to complete my Maths hmwk.
Hoho! :B

And i realised i really can't live w/o sweets even for a day.
Sigh~

Tuitions again tmrw and Sunday.
Can die laaaaaaa):

Byeeeeeeeeeeee.__.

Vulnerable.

2009-01-29T18:31:00.003+08:00

I'm so tired but yet i can't go to sleep ;x

30minutes of sleep ytd night?
I was so sleepy in school today.
If i knew then straightaway don't sleep.
LOL.

School was okay today?

Going home was th LOL part.
Saw Junyao at 950's berth today.
Ling and i went home GL-ing on th way w him.
Kept making fun of him and H-ornyy.
Super funny lo.

I guess i'm really talented in teasing people:p

Ciao.

Scenario.

2009-01-27T19:48:00.005+08:00

Ongong and Bill selecting songs.

H-ornnyyy!

Yeonhao singing.

Happy CNY peeps!
Yesterday;

Woke up in th morning.
Bathed,prepared then off for visiting.
Angbaoangbaos:p
Went around then came home at around 3+?
Slacked ard and watched tv till around 4.30 my relatives came.
Then Kelvin called,asked whether Ongong and i wanna go Wanxuan's house anot.

Called Ongong up.
She was sleeping-.-
But then after awhile she called back and said she was going for a movie w her family.
I tagged along too:B
-
So we watched 'Th wedding game';by Fann wong and Christopher lee.
Not bad?
One is pretty and one is hawtt .___.

Went for dinner at a Korean restaurant.
Thanks Ongong's family! (:
Wanted to go to Wanxuan's hse at that time but she said th party had ended alrdy so we went to Yeonhao's hse instead.
We were like th only ones at his hse for th first time.
Super good?
Went to his Ktv room and sang for 2.5hrs?
SHIOK AH~~~
Hoho:B
We were all so super high and crazy can?
Simply scream and stuffs.
My dad came to fetch us at 11.
Sent Ongong,H-ornyy and Bill home.
Homed.

Today;

Woke up at 9+.
Prepared and off to meet Ongong at th Taxi stand.
Sorry i was late ;x

First,we stopped at Cwp.
Ong wanted to get her handphone top-up card.
Saw *someone who quickly hid his face as soon as he saw us.
Aiyo,must friendly abit mah,at least say hello :p

Wanted to get something from Power 9 but it wasn't opened so went to Mo's hse straight aft that.
Had lunch at her house.
Th food was nice.
Thanks ah Mo! :]
Left at 1.
Met my mum at Woodlands and off we went to my Grandma's house.
Collected a total of 12angbaos just from one house.
Hahahaa.
Yayyy!
I want more laaaa :B
Greedy me...
Homed afterward.

I don't want school tmrw laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! ):

A new page of life.

2009-01-25T14:37:00.005+08:00

I'm okay alrdy everyone.
Thanks alot to all those who cheered me up and stuffs.
I appreciate it alot .___.

So after one night's of thinking,i think i should not harp onto my unluckyness th past few days...
I should look to th future.
After cny,everything's gonna be back like th past,my luck's gonna get better.
*prays*

Happy early CNY peepos! ^^

Cheer up to those who are having problems and stuff like that.
Think of it like me,positively,after Cny,all our problems will be washed away..

I've been practising River flows in you these few days.
Four pages in total and i'm done w two pages.
I wanna learn everything asap! .___.

So yesterday,Jeff treated us to Ichiban for Japanese food ;p
Nicenice!
Thanks alot ah ! :D
You rock la...
He paid half for my two cardigans too;one grey,one electric blue.
Total $40,he paid $20 i paid $20.
I've like many jackets now can?
Can change different ones everyday luh. (:
Hoho.

So,i'm gonna start everything afresh.
Probably won't sleep tonight?
Can help parents and grandparents to 'zeng shou' it seems.
Bye readers.

-{Edited/}

So i had Steamboat for Reunion dinner(?)
It was nice luh,but i was super full can?

After dinner went outside to play fireworks w Bro.
Then our neighbour came out and joined us too.
(:
I have problems lighting candles w th wind.
-.-

So there's an eclipse tmrw afternoon?
From 4.30 onwards,for about 2hours i think...
Remember not to look at th sun at that time;
it will do great damage to your pretty eyes.

So i'm trying hard to stay up till morning tonight.
Any kind soul is willing to accompany me by talking to me?
I doubt anyone will be as stupid to be willing to do that.

Tomorrow,tomorrow!
I can wear my new clothes.
:p

Ciao.

I wish i wasn't born.

2009-01-24T22:21:00.002+08:00

FUCK THIS LIFE,FUCK THIS WORLD,FUCK THAT PICKPOCKETTTT! _|_

Dead shyttt.
So i was pickpocket-ed today?
Same as rob can?
I was there w Christine,choosing clothes at City square when this malay guy took my wallet from my bag.
So he snatched my wallet away.
Me and Christine ran to catch him;to no avail.
I called for a male passerby to help chase...
TH FUCKING PICPOCKET RAN DOWN TH STAIRS!
Wth did you snatch my wallet for?
Why th hell was i so unlucky?
Why was it me out of so many others?
FUCK THIS LIFE!
Really man.I feel like scolding all vulgarities i know.
Yesterday,fell down at Mo's void deck by ORANGE.
Secondly,TWS called my mum.
Very good!
God's so fair and nice to me.
TODAY,MY WALLET GOT SNATCHED BY A PICKPOCKET!

Wth did i do wrong to deserve all these man god?
Th only lucky thing i received from you this year was my Chinese 'O's results.
I'm really collapsing.
Why did i had to be born man?
To be a victim of all these bad luck eh?
I've to re-do my Ez-link card and Atm card thanks to th fuck fellow.
I wish you get BANG-ed by a car as soon as you leave your house.
Use my money to buy anything,wear liao also suay!
FUCK YOU!

First TWS then YOU.
YOU TWO PA KAK ALRDY TGT TO MAKE TH DEATH OF ME AH?!
Want me go grave faster also not like that okay!

So all these unhappiness and everything was caused by me in this family eh?

I wish i die this very moment.

I don't wish those i love and who are close to me to be brought down by my unluckyness too.

I hate 2009!
It simply sucks to th coreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ;x

~To leave is th best choice...

It all came in one blow.

2009-01-23T18:44:00.003+08:00

So thanks alot ah MS TAN WAH SING!
Call my mum up eh?
You think my mum is so free to take your calls ah?
Still comment about me till like that...
FUCK THIS LIFE;F YOU! _|_

I cried terribly just now.
I cried while talking to Mo and Mum on th phone just now.
Idk why?
Probably all my stress was triggered by her and it all came out in one blow.
So i'm now banned?
Can't play th comp during Schooldays.
And i promised to be a really good,hardworking schoolgirl now.
But so what?
I don't even know what exactly am i stressed and fcuked up about.
All i know is; i'm stressed,very stressed and i often wanna cry.
But what's th real reason,idk...
Maybe because of Studies,nope,that's only a surface reason.
It's to my thinking probably,about many things...
Family matters,friends,life,you, make me really confused?
I somehow lost my direction in life,in search of a light that can bring me cross th dark night.
;x

I told Mo that i don't wanna live on anymoreee.
There's nothing here that i will hold on to alrdy.
Maybe there is,but it's insignificant compared to th pain i'm suffering.
As a normal schoolgirl,it's too much for me to take alrdy.
I can't speak everything out,cos' somethings are just P&C.
Hence,i push everything back to myself.
You see,in everything,there's a limit a person can push to.
I love to stay ard in Singapore,cos' i can smile there.
Back here,i face th real challenge of being myself; i face all that i don't wanna face.
Thou' i always say i wanna go to Australia,but i know that deep inside,it's just because i wanna leave here,cos' i think by going there,i'm gonna leave all my problems and troubles here.
Going there,to start everything afresh=No troubles.
I'm naive eh?
Probably.

I don't wanna dissapoint my parents,th only way to not do that is by achieving excellent results.
But w my current state,it's near to impossible.

Oh man,living is such a pain:/

Suddenly,th lyrics of a song came running throu' my mind...
--
Take me away
A secret place
A sweet escape
Take me away
Take me away
To better days
Take me away
A hiding place
--

I hope someone can bring me to escape from this place alrdy.
Everything sucks here.

F this life.

Hurt.

2009-01-22T10:39:00.004+08:00

Didn't go to school today because of two simpleeeeee reasons.
1.Stomache.
2.Didn't prepare for tests.
:/
Running away eh?

Woke up early in th morning at 8.47*see,i'm so detailed*
Then went downstairs immediately to do homeworks.
I've thought throu' everything alrdy.
I don't care what people thinks of me alrdy,cos' i just can't be bothered(:
I'm gonna really concentrate in my studies now and after CNY,probably i will try not to online daily and stuffs.
To start of,maybe i will just be online every 2-3 days?
Homework and studies is really priority this year...

Misunderstandings?
Let it be.

Going to school tmr and aft th celebrations gonna go out w clique to Seoul garden to eat?
:B
Saturday;going Far-east and Bugis w Ongong,Mo they all again for shopping and stuffs?

Adios.

{/Ps:I love my friends! ^^

{/Ps: i love you !

2009-01-17T21:01:00.003+08:00

Woke up in a still-so-sleepy mode this morning at 9.
):
I wanna sleep more laaaa.!
Sigh~

Went for Piano and learnt alot about some great musicians of th history.
At least that's interesting for a boring morning?

Lunched.
Chinese tuition next.
It was so-so luh.

I'm going to Sg early tmr for my Scholarship award thingy.
(:
Sleep early?
I guess not bah.
Haa.

Ciao.

We are somehow just close strangers.

2009-01-16T20:29:00.006+08:00

At City Square's J.C.O donut store w Ongong.
{Thursday}

Looks yummy eh?It tastes 110% good too:B

--
--
Like what afini wrote in her blog,i think it's true.
In another few months,which actually will pass very fast,every single one of us will be seperated.
To pursue what you want in life.
Some may study in JCs,Polys or even go overseas.
Thus,our life will change again.
A new start,a fresh beginning.
I will miss every single one of you guys,who appeared in my life.
I know it's too early to say all these now.
But i'm scared i'll soon be too busy to remember to write all these stuffs.
So remember,be determined in whatever you dear readers out there do and carve out a career of your own;no matter here or somewhere else.
Good luck !
.____.

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School was okay today.
Except for th real boring 3pathetic periods of Mathematics can really make Charmaine sleep=.=
So easily.
Still have Piano quite early tmr morning):
Sian;my dear Saturday Morning should be reserved for Sleep instead of piano.
So i'll change th time after tmr bah?

So after school today met Ling and Mo.
Lunched@Pizzahut.
We are their oh-so-frequent visitors alrdy can?
Always go there eat.
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Ling went off after food;
Mo and me went to meet Ming then off to Party-worlddd !
^^
My favourite part is Singing to De-stress laaaaa...

Andand,Afini's my Ultimate-Biatch♥
Okay,i'm gonna go Facebook-ing.
Adios.

Stop these nonsense...

2009-01-15T20:12:00.003+08:00

Please kindly stop spreading those super untrueeee rumours cannn?!
I know simply spreading things like i like so and so is fun...
But please control la okay?
If you really like talking nonsense so much,come la,i teach you...
Spread about you and someone else.
Don't spread till people think i'm a flirt or whatever-.-
Like different people everyday.
One day this guy,tmr another :/
And you said i like to Attract Attention.
Since so,fine.
I will try to control myself not to type everything out like how i feel and stuff in my blog.
I don't understand...
Sorry kay?I'm just that kind of AA type la okay! =.=

Do you even know what's humans feeling?
Probably you won't.

I don't understand whether is it that i'm really unlucky these days or what.
Everything seems to go wrong :C
Criticising people is very fun uhs?
Why me of all?
I just don't know what i did wrong/offend people to deserve all these.
Sorry to all i offended.
If in anyway.

My life isn't useful/meaningful anymore.
If not for my few really good and nice friends.
I love them.
(:
Thanks all of you guys for being part of me;my life journey.
Or where would i stand by now?
I would have died w/o my family and friends.
<3

That day,when i coincidentally met you at Sg custom.
I thought i was dreaming.
It was a long time since i last saw you.
And when we walked closer tgt,i literally was gonna collapse:x
Like you are so perfect..
A gift from god can?

Should i confess?

2009-01-14T20:01:00.002+08:00

I hate Physics lessons now too.
Why do my friends and myself pathetically always get picked on?
I felt so sad for Daphne today.
She cried.
It's th first time i see her cry.
Cheer up la Daphne!
Still got Charmaine diii! ^^
And our dearest Physics teacher,please stop picking on your innocent students?
Thanks.

It's repeating history again.
I'm sick and tired to explain.

So near yet so far.

2009-01-13T18:29:00.004+08:00

I'm stressed up,super stressed up cans?
Firstly,i can't make up my mind on whether to drop my pure science anot.
I'm scared i will regret aft dropping.
Currently,i've two choices.
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First,drop my pure science;take combined sciences and concentrate it getting an A1.
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Second,continue taking Pure sciences and really chiong for it.

See,there are alrdy so many people scoring good results for Pure science wanting to drop to combined science.
Then my result's lousier than them;i should drop too logically?
I don't know luh.
It's just so fckin' difficult to make a decision.
I've to answer th consequences(if any) for my right/wrong decision.
:/

Went to find Ms gan and Ms loke for advice today.
They both advised me to think it through longer cos' they think i didn't do well in Pure chem because i'm plain Lazy ;x
And fyi,i'm really very lazy.

So anyone,please kindly advise th now oh-so-confused Charmaine?

Next,i think i'm starting to hate my life.
Because of everything.
Life's just a suffering.
Don't mind me saying that please.
I don't understand why *some people just like to keep annoying me by saying i wear SINGLETS and stuff.
I'm a girl and you insist i'm a boy.
I know i did you wrong by cursing you to get a F9 for your 'O's Malay and you really got a C6 aft that.
I was really guilty.
But you?
At least i had th basic courtesy to apologise.
I don't mind you making fun of me a lil'...
Cos' i do that to people too.
But sometimes,you can be such an annoying freak okay?
I scream at you,hit you and scold you...
NO CHANGE AT ALL!
Wth.
Just tell me wth you want from me luh can?
From my hair to my dressing to my pictures.
None of it you can just shut up and mind your own business.
I hereby apologise for seldom teasing you but you don't stop you get it?
Omfg.
I'm in th state of collapsing down anytime alrdy.
So tired.
Yet i've to bear w all these grudges.

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Thirdly,i desperately wanna take off my hair extensions.
It's so fugly to me now -.-

And lastly,i'm sorry for my irritating-ness/lameness lately.
I just like to irritate people to vent out my stress in another way.
If you are kind enough,let me irritate you and i'll be happy for my life.
Please don't get upset or hurt by whatever i say.
Thanks^^

I'm so sorry for this post.
I just need to release everything out.
Thanks.

Youarenoonetocommentme.

Thanks alot...

2009-01-12T20:41:00.005+08:00

So i've got my results after a long time waiting and nervous-ing.
:p
I got A1 (!)
Can you believe it?
Hahaha.
Congrats to all who did well yo!

Thanks to all who wished me luck,esp to those who calmed my fear down.
Okay.It seems LOL right?
Like one subject nia then i need to be so scared.
It will be your turn soon.
See how scared you will turn then.
It's like if you don't do well for this,then your dreams to get probably a better *single-digit score will be dashed.
(:

So i was controlling my happiness when Ms gan read my result out today.
I wanted to scream or shout out.
But i did do that w Yuying of course.
Haha.
Cos' only we two from th same class really felt th fear ;x

My parents and my grandma is happy of course.
In fact,very happy ! :D
Th best thing to make parents let you do what you want is to get good results.
Bad things also become good things:p

So went to Causeway to celebrate aft sch.
Dined@Pizzahut.
We had to queue in cos' lots of people went there to celebrate aft th release of th results.
Fancy us doing that just because of one subject right?
Haha.
Went w Qx,Ongong,Mo,Ling,Vinesh.

Aft eating,went to take pictures outside cwp.
We practically went wild la okay~
Haha.
Saw Yonghaooooo!
Went home w him and Ongong.
Miss them la.
That van of mine.
Sighhh.

Bye.
<3 face="georgia">

I control my own life.

2009-01-11T10:44:00.005+08:00

Hohoho:B

I'm so super happy today.
Cos' i went shopping ytd@ City square.
Th best part is i bought 2 items.
2super great items that can make me smile while sleeping.

1.Black Everlast Jacket.
2.Solvil & Titus watch.

Haha.
Super happy can?
Thou it cost my dad a few hundreds for th two items.
Thanks daddy!
:D

I super hearts th jacket can?
It's super cool.
Black+gold.
(:
Th watch is black in colour too.

Today;
Went to have Roti prata for breakfast.
Nice(!)
Then went to th temple to pray.
Cos' tmr is th release of my Chinese 'O's.
A1A1A1 laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?!
Scared bodoh.
I'm having tuition later at 4.
Fun again?
Hope so.
.___.

Ciao.

Womaniser.

2009-01-09T21:14:00.007+08:00

I broke out into tears again just now.
It's always on th same topic.
Why can't you just give me a direct answer?
Th thought of it tortures me.
There are reasons that's difficult for me to say out why i made that decision.
Fuck this year man(!)
Seriously sucks.
Everyone seems to face alot of problems and stress this year.
2009.
;x

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Went to Mo's hse to stay th past two nights.
It was real fun,as in funny..
Haha :B
Her siblings just keep making fun of me;p
But i like them.
<3

And i've decided to go to TP if i wanna go into a poly.
It's really huge.
And th main reason is....
LOL.

Anw,we are getting our Chinese 'O's results this monday.
Wish us luck man.
(:
A1 please?!
I'm so nervous.
And so is Christine and Mo.
I'm not sure if i've th time to blog th next two days so i'll wish an early good luck to all those who are getting their results on monday.
You all will be lucky :]
I'll wish myself luck too.
Haha.

I've decided not to blog and play th computer too much.
Study is priority this year.
Nothing else.
I can enjoy my whole life after this few f-sucking study years.
Rather than enjoying life now and regret when you are old and can't do anything anymore.
So all of my dear readers out there,please study hard esp if you all are taking 'O's this year too.
.___.

Ciao.

I'm so afraid to face this all alone.
Problems seem to keep coming to find me.
Nothing feels right w/o you w me...

Sorrow.

2009-01-06T20:28:00.001+08:00

I cried when i heard what you said to me.
But i hold back my tears.
Afraid that you will see it.
You all will never understand...
NEVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

Feel it.

2009-01-05T19:14:00.009+08:00

Hello.

School's okay.
Except th fact that i fought w my asshole again.
Thanks for th sweets Sister! (:
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But i don't like my Chemistry class people.
Cos' Daphne and Keatying they all are all in th other chem class.
):
Makes me feel lonely/sad.
I hate being lonely fyi.
That kind of feeling sucks to th ultimate core i tell you :/
Hope their appeal to our class will be a successful one.

So went to collect th spaghetti top from wt aft school today.
For Daphne yo! :D
Her belated belated belated b'day pressieeeeeeeeeeeee ^^
Sorry,cos' i really had no idea what to get for her.
She has like many things alrdy?

Lunch w Mo and Ling.
Talked about th Poly open house this coming Wed,Thurs and Fri.
Staying at Mo's hse on Wed and Thurs.
(:
So unless i can manage to snatch th computer from her,i won't blog. *Evil laughs*
Hahahaa.

Homed w Ling.
Chattttychatttchattttttttt (!)

Tschau.

Miss.

2009-01-04T09:34:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST 38-Friend,NG QIXIN (!)
:D

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Hola.

I've decided i shouldn't post so much alrdy.
Cos' my parents say Computer doesn't actually bring you anywhere in life.
Studies does.
So i'll TRY not to post as much.
Haha.
But probably it's useless also luh:p

Anw,thou th start of 2009 wasn't lucky for me in any way;
but i do hope that i'll turn lucky for th following days.
Sigh~

Anw,thanks to those who asked about my leg.
Special thanks to Jerene for what you wrote on your blog ^^

So there's school again tmr ;x
Bad for me.
Good for you guys out there?

So there will be tuition today for me.
Good.
Haha.
I personally love this tuition th best la.
Cos' crap th most.
.___.
Esp w some* ppl around.
It's difficult for people who are as quiet as me to quiet down too . *Laughs*
:p:p:p

I'm going for Breakfast alrdy.

Bye;for now ♥

Bad things always happen to me):

2009-01-03T15:12:00.005+08:00

Right leg.

Left Leg.

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I sprained my leg everyone.

Yes..
Sprained it badly.
I couldn't even walk in th morning.
):
Suck it la.
Darm painful can?
My right leg got sprained and my left leg kena blister.
Wah.
Sibeh suay these two days D:

Just came back from visiting th Chinese Sinseh.
My right leg got bandaged and left got plastered.
sad right?

I so don't have th mood to go for Chinese Tuition today.
Tmr still have A-maths/Chem tuition+Piano.
Sec4; a real fckin' disaster.

Bye.

Strange.

2009-01-02T19:19:00.005+08:00

School Reopen.
Sucks?
Today's an unlucky day for me.
From th moment i step out of my house.
Everything seems wrong and odd:/
Idk why.(?)
But it's over alrdy la.

I'm so super sleepy can?
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After school today,went out w Mo,Ling.
Trained to Amk.
Ate there.

Okay.
We exchanged Belated Christmas Pressies okay:D
I bought Mo a Watch?
She bought me a Disney cup:p
Thanks uh!
We bought Ling a Dispenser.
Hoho.
:B

Me and Ling commented about someone i knew when we saw her while going home.
Found that my eyesight really had some problem last time.
;x

Unexpected.

2009-01-01T20:30:00.002+08:00

Did many things today.
But i'm lazy to elaborate:/

And i realised i've grown taller cos' my skirt is much shorter):

School's starting tomorrow.
Sad/Happy?
You decide.

For me,it's a disaster.
Waking up four in th morning.
;x
How pathetic?
And our dearest Charmaine hasn't finish her homeworksD: !

Scoldings?
Nevermind,i think i won't be th only one not completing my work.
Or am i?

LOL.
Ciao.

2009-01-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

Happy 2009 peeps! :D

Changes.

2008-12-31T15:03:00.008+08:00

Hello readers.
Woke up early in th morning to prepare.

My new van aunty came to pick me up.
Cos' i've to guide her th way to our school.
So coincidentally,met Ongong and Diana at M'sia custom.
So offered to send them to school as well(:

Ling is confirm changing transport together w me alrdy.
Christine they all probably would change w me too:D
Happyy~
*laughs*

So watched Volvo Ocean Race just now.
I like it.
Th beach and th sea is really magnificent.
Th scenery i mean.

I've a few choices now.
One,stay at home and face th Computer and Tv for Countdown.
Two,Vivo to countdown.
Third,Countdown in Malaysia.
But th second one needs permission from my parents.
D:
Which they will definitely not allow.
Try persuading?
Maybe that's one way.

Bye.

- {Edited/}

Here are some pictures from our Sentosa trip.(!)
See Yingling's blog for more updates.
She really put in alot of effort in th editing.
Good work Ling! :D

And i'm sorry we look quite retarded in some pictures.
LOL.
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First up,Ling(!)
Taken by me okay.
Haha.

Next up,Featuring th world's No.1 Retard(!)
*Claps*

Ohmy,i'm chalking my name on th grass:p

Next,my Young Boyf!*♥

Don't snatch uh:p

Start of our wildness while waiting for th train.
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Total Madness on rail.
*laughs*

Err.
Girls,can't you see people are looking at you?
Please behave on public transport lah deh.
LOL.

If only time could be turned back.

2008-12-30T21:28:00.005+08:00

Alohhaaaaaa.(!)

So went to meet Mo and Bh at 10+ this morning.

Breakfast@Mac.
Ate and crapped.

Then went to school to wait for Ongong and Diana.

RP next.
Went there to 'study'.
As usual,crapped more than study.
Just copied Christine's first answer then started gossiping;p

Ongong and Diana had to go home early.
And i wanted to sing;
Called Mingming.
Decided to meet her w Mo to go Partyworld.
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Reached.
Sang for 4hours.
Ming sings well okay(:
Haha.
Sorry,i'm not well updated w Chinese Songs! :x

Ate dinner w Ming.
Talked.

Seperated to go home.

Called her to talk again.
LOL.

Went over to City Square for Bubbletea(alone*) :/

Homed.

Ohya.
Great news(!)
I changed my van to another aunty's van cos' my current van's uncle is an Ass.
D:
Ling is probably changing w me too.
But pretty sad that i won't be able to take th same transport w Christine,Diana and many more again):
Aiyo,Change w me luh.
Saddd!
;x
No more craps w them on th van anymore.
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&Does anyone know whether School allows us to wear Headbands?
O.O

Pissed.

It's such a torture,

2008-12-29T20:59:00.003+08:00

I'm watching two shows at th same time.
Little Nyonya and MIT-08.
Wanted to watch 舞林大道 too.
But decided i'm alrdy busy running around to watch one from Tv and one from th Computer.

Okay.
Gonna go finish up my shows now.
Bye.

I wish i were you.

2008-12-29T18:35:00.010+08:00

Aloha.!
So i've finished up w 8Chem wkshts.
Still have quite alot.
):
I'm sure i won't be able to complete everything.
Nevermind,hope they won't even collect our Holiday Homeworks.

So was supposed to go out to celebrate Ling's Birthday but she cancelled it in th end.
I really don't know why.

I so wanna go to Sentosa's Siloso Beach Party to Countdown to 2009.
D: !

Oh.
I bought 4New year clothes so far alrdy.
More to go?
Probably.
Bought 3 from Outfitter Girls that day and 1 from This Fashion.
Out of 4,2 are dress-es.
I super hearts them okay!
Cos' th dress-es are v-shaped.
Th type i like.
Th 'singlet' is v-shaped too.
<3!

Went t buy Sasa's makeup too that day.
Year end Clearance Sales is super loved(!)
:D

Going out to Study w Ongong and co.
Hope we will really turn out studying instead of Basketball or gossiping;p LOL.

~~You are really temperamental.~~
~~I can't read your mind.~~

Found my heart.

2008-12-28T15:35:00.004+08:00

Holla Readers.
Yes,i'm back.
Muahaha(:

But i'm only gonna blog about everything when i've th time.
Sorry:/
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Andandand,a Happy Early Birthday to Yingling! :}
Tmr's her birthday.
And i probably don't have th time to blog):

5days to School reopenD:
Suckkk!

Ciao.

Misunderstanding.

2008-12-24T20:57:00.006+08:00

Since i'm so super bored,i'll come blog.
Haha.
I miss my friends all of a sudden(!)
Ongong.Momo.Ming.
Ling no need miss la.
Lols.
Almost everyday will see her:p
Miss my Vanmates too:/
Tsk.
Eddy&hiscuteness.
Justin&his'oh-so-logical'theorie's about GIRLS T.T
Yonghao,i write this if you see don't be too honoured uhs.
I miss your shoulder laaa.!
Haha.
Super comfortable.
Th best i've tried so far(:

Tuition friends also no need miss.
Every week will see them.
See liao;kena disiao.
Same routine;x
Poor Charmaine la.

Sighhhhhhhh....................

Little Nyonya's on.
I go watch first.

Byeeeeee yooooo!

--

Sudden change in plan.
Ling is following my family to th chalet tmr.
Haha.
Yay!
With friends,it will be much fun indeed:B
E-x-c-i-t-e-d(!)
:D

Character.

2008-12-24T12:30:00.005+08:00

(Above)Finishing up Chem th other night.__.

Twilight Series!♥

Hohoho....
Merry Christmas(Eve/Actual) my dearest everyone out there.
(:
This Christmas is boring.
I really don't know where to go:/

Arghhhh..
Anw,i'm going to Singapore to stay from Tmr to Sunday.
When i come back on Sunday,there's a lot to do):
Homework;Homework and Stupid Homework again(!)

All of a sudden i miss Ms tan..
Lols.
I know it's sort of funny.
But i miss her Sarcastism.

And yes.
I've something confirmed to announce.
I'm MOST probably gonna stay at Mo's house most of th time if th Msia Custom jams up.
Mo,paiseh uh;trouble your familyD:
But i love to stay w friends:B
It's just fun.
But next year is a important year so...
Sighhh.

See everyone staying in M'sia studying in Sg being late during School-reopen.

So till Sunday,goodbye♥

-{Edited/}
To th dearest UNKNOWN who spammed my Best friend's blog that she's ugly and stuff.
You are even worst.
Coward;Hum ji kia.
_|_! (for you)
Go to hell la.
Ass-shit(!)

All i want for Christmas is you.

2008-12-23T20:32:00.003+08:00

Alohaaa readers;

So as planned,Charmaine did study last night.
I studied after watching ijimae.
Did Chem till 1+?
Finished only 4papers.
Still have 12 more to complete.
Chiong tonight again?
Yeap.It's necessary if i wanna complete so much work in 'so much' time available.

I didn't plan to do at first.
Thought of borrowing th hmwks from Christine to copy.
But after much thought,decided to do all by myself(:
If i copy,it will be as good as i don't do.
It's just a waste of time,ink and stuff...
So yeah..

So after hmwks yesterday night i went to read New moon.
I still prefer Twilight luh.
New moon was okay at th start;then boring in th middle.
:/
Jacob..Jacobb..Jacobbb..=Sian..Siann..Siannn..
LOL.

Slept at 3+ ytd.
Then woke up at 11 this morning.
Went downstairs to watch Tv.
Bathed.
Then went out for lunch.
Homed.
Watched Forensic Heroes ||.
It's nice indeed.
I prefer this rather than part 1.
:B

Went for Piano lesson at 4.30.
Saw Cuixin having lesson in th room beside mine;p
Haha.
I was really enthusiastic at lesson today.
Somehow while playing,i was really inspired to work hard and excel in my studies and everything.
It may sound funny but just...

Christmas is just in two days.
But there's no Christmas sprit or mood i can feel ;x
Perhaps i'm a lil' old to feel excited like i probably was when i was young.
Childhood yea?

Anw,Little Nyonya is getting nicer and nicer.
But i want Chen xi to be w Yueniang la(!)
And why does that Zhenzhu has to be such a Bitch?
Tsktsk.
Don't understand her.
That Robert should rape her instead of th poor Yuzhu.
Stupid Robert and Zz.
:C
I love Chen xi luhs.
He's just so nice.
^^

Tschau.

Dead beat.

2008-12-22T18:01:00.003+08:00

Ling says her hand looks very wrong here.
Don't think wrong.
That's just her unique posing.
HAHA!

Will update when i've th mood.

Bye.

Shucks(!)

2008-12-20T19:24:00.002+08:00

Watched Forensic Heroes(part2) th whole afternoon.
I feel that my eyesight is starting to detoriate:/
Okay.I know that sounds old.
Just that my eyes are painful from either too much Tv or Computer.
I might have to wear specs soon D:

Going for a Christmas Party thingy w Ling tmr.

Bye.

We can never have yesterday.

2008-12-19T21:40:00.004+08:00

Met Diana.OHY at Caltex this morning.

Then off we went to Sg.
And there are so many complains about th stupid crooked Malaysia Bridge.
For once,just once,i really hate Malaysia's fuckin' transport System:/
I wonder whose th oh-so-famous+Intelligent Architect who built th Custom.
=.=

Reached Cwp.
Walked ard.
Waited for 11.
Diana wanted to go to Boots&Shoes first so went there to wait for them.

Zihan came first.
Waited for Daphne.
Arrived then train-ed to Orchard.

Went straight FEP.
Walked ard to find suitable 'Hair' for extensions.
Went to th same old shop i went for my first/Second Extensions.
D&Z extended only a few strands cos' they were only playing.
I extended another 10 strands?
I keep extending little by little more-.-
Rather stupid of me actually.
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Continued walking ard?
Then Diana and me went to have Sliced ice(:
Mmm...
Superb(!)
Haha.
Had Summer fling.
Then D&Z came.
Ordered and ate.

Christine called.
Seperated from them to go fetch her.
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Met Ongong.
So three of us decided to train to Bugis.
To get Diana's Pencil case.
Went there.
Diana complained of being hungry.
So went to Food court to eat.

Next,Myuk shop.
And she didn't find any one she liked.

So AMK next.
Cos' i wanted to go get a present.
Diana went to look for her Bag.
Instead,Ongong found th bag she liked.
Cos' she fell in love w it in FIRST SIGHT.
Haha.
Diana found her's too.
So not too bad still la.
(:

Went to buy my present.
Then went to buy Diana's Fbt.

Collected Vouchers from my Mum.

Then off to Cwp again.
Haha.

We just can't stop shopping;x

Went to Popular.
Okay.
I literally shopped for th whole year's supply of Stationeries.
Haha.
Super loads of things okay^^

So i've reallyreally got all ready for school.
And this is like th don't know how many times i said th same sentence alrdy.__.
But good la.
All new;ready for New year.
Just told Diana;
I don't believe in not getting new things for new year.
Then it doesn't seem like a NEW year.
Yep.
That's me,and my stupid and illogical thinking=_=
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Went to Vinesh's workplace to meet him after shopping.
Went to collect books and worksheets from him.
Christine was trying to snatch those worksheets w me.
Just see how hardworking she is.
Haha.
So came to an agreement that we photocopy for each other:B

Waited for Vinesh to end work.
Fyi,he works in Macdonalds.
Then at ard 7.30,he ended work?
So walked up to Sg custom and went home.
And omfg.
There weren't any buses and th bus lane was so super,darm long?
So we decided to walk across.
And we soon regretted our decision:/
Walked for guess how long.
40 whole minutes okay!
From Sg custom to Msia custom.
Cos' th 'Genius' Architect just built it in a really...Good way.
Everyone who travelled by th New Custom before Complains.
So i'm not being fussy here.

My leg is suffering from excruciating pain now.
It's like it's gonna break any second from now D:
Shit it man.
Like Wth,you spend billions of dollars to make things worst for us.
Imagine School-reopen.
How would th jam be?
UN-IMAGINABLE(!)

So my mum told me to stay at Mo's house anytime there's a jam.
Then we'll pay her mum back{:
Discussed w Mo luh.
She agreed.
Hohos.
Thanks truckloads Mo!!!
<3
:B:B:B
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Ohya.
And i hate my hair.
I just need to wait till it's longer.
Cos' it isn't bangs.
It's like only a few are bangs then there will be a few long ones jutting out.
Argh..
Difficult to explain also.

Adios{!}
{:

Get out of th way.

2008-12-18T18:44:00.005+08:00

I'm addicted to a few dramas now.
Supersupernice ones(!)
:D

Ijimae;
Really good?
Th storyline makes you wanna continue watching it.

Next,王子看见二公主.
It's th latest Taiwan Drama Series.
It's real good.
Why?
Thou th story is some sort of impractical,but it really makes you laugh.
(:
Watch it if you haven't.
Haha.

Guo pin chao; th hottyy
Has to act as a real geek in this show.
Which is somehow pathetic.
Th second picture is him in th show and th third's him in real life.
But who cares?
Th show's nice can and that's all we viewers ask for.
.___.

Homework(!)
Arghhh.
Th thing i hate most has to be done by less than 3weeks?
Shyyytttttt it!
:/

Ciao.

Why?

2008-12-17T17:04:00.002+08:00

I know i look super LOL in this picture.
Please don't laugh.Thanks x;

*Fyi,th above two pictures aren't th same.
Just that they LOOK th same:/
--
Went for tuition today.
As usual,crapped alot.
Even more when *Someone really 'quiet' comes.
But he will be absent again next week.
Aiyo...

Kena Di-siao alot as usual.
I really don't understand why.
Just because of one word i said,you keep taking that to tease us:/
I just should have kept quiet.

Cuixin,Red-box tmr?
Hope she isn't tired so that we can make it.
(:

Ohya;and ignore my previous post please.
Thanks.

&Who has Ijimae's discs?
Cos' i wanna lend them:p

But actually i'm loading it on my player alrdy.
But it will be much easier w th discs.

Signed,
C.

If i were a boy.

2008-12-15T17:00:00.007+08:00

Aloha readers(:

Went Shopping again today @City Square.
My favourite part of lifeeee^^

Lunched@Sushi King.
Ate alot.
Haha.
Was super full after lunch.

Then walked around to search for my dearest School Bag.
My bro went to buy his things.

Found th school bag i liked finally.
Like for years..
Was hesitating between th Black Polka Dots one and th Black Spades one.
Bought th Polka dots one finally.
So i spent quite a lot on shopping in total for these few weeks.
But now,i'm all prepared for School-reopen.

I really must learn to save alrdy.
Must prove to Mo and Ming that i can save(!)
Cos' they always say i won't be able to):

Mo always comment that my mum is very unfortunate to have gave birth to me cos' i always spend alot of their money regardless on clothes,hair,dresses,accessories,education and etc.
I'll always fight back.
:/

Tuesday-Going to a place where it's cold and has 'Snow' :p
Wednesday-Tuition,Piano lesson.
Thursday-Probably going out.
Friday-Going out w Daphne to get my extensions done and scout ard for her bag? (:
Saturday-HomeSweetHome(!)
Sunday-Piano,Swimming w Ling?
-End of timetable for this week-
:B

Adios.

It's one year since i went and came back from Australia alrdy.
But i still seem to not have got over th place:/
I wanna go there asap.
Not after 3-4years.
):

Quiz.

2008-12-15T16:25:00.005+08:00

Quiz.
Tagged by Qixin and Rinna to do th quiz(:
--
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Your relationship with them :Both are my 38-partners :B

your 5 impression on them: Kind,Funny,Cheerful,Optimistic,Helpful.

the most memorable thing he or she said to you: Hmm.Funny stuffs?

if he or she become your lover,you will...: Erm.We aren't Les-s.

things she or he has to improve on : Nothing(:

if he or she become you enemy you will...: I don't think we ever will :D

if he or she dies you will?: Sad):

what is it you want to tell them now? : School reopen must still hangout tgt yo!

your overall impression: Good friends that will go w you through thick and thin.

how do you think ppl around you will feel : Not sure?Ask them.

the most ideal person you want to be: Isabella Swan;cos' Edward's hers.

For ppl who care and like you,say something to them: LOL.Thanks?

Pass this quiz to 10 ppl if you want to know how they feel about you:
1.Christine.
2.Daphne.
3.Huiteng.
4.Yueming.
5.Yingling.
6.Haley.
7.Cuixin.
8.Afini.
9.Qixin.
10.Rinna.

Who is no. 6 having a relationship with?(Haley) Lols.Ask him:p

no.9 a male or a female(Qixin)? Female.

If no.7 and 10 are together , will it be a good thing(Cuixin,Rinna)? Hmm.Of course it isn't cos' they would be Les-s then:x

What is no.2 studying all about(Daphne)? Studying for 'O's too?

When was the last time you chatted with no.3(Huiteng)? Yesterday?

What kind of music band does no.8 likes(Afini)? R&B kind i think.

Does no. 1 have any siblings(Christine)?Of course:p 4somemore.

Will you woo no. 3(Huiteng)?Errr.Yes if i'm a Les;p

How about 7(Cuixin)? -Same Answer-

Is no. 4 single(Yueming)? Most probably.

What is the surname of no. 5(Yingling)? Seah(!) Same as me:]

What is the hobby of no. 10(Rinna)? Being w Cameron:p

Does no. 5 & 9 get along(Yingling,Qixin)? Erm.Average?

Where is no. 2 studying at(Daphne)? Same School.

Talk about something for no. 1 ? She's my Best,best friend {:

Have you tried developing feelings with no.8(Afini)? As friends.

Where does no.9 live in(Qixin)? Near our School.

What colour does no.4 likes(Yueming)? Hmm.Not sure;x

Are no. 1 and 5 bestfriends(Christine,Yingling)?Er.Nope?

Does no. 1 have any pets(Christine)? Nope.

Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world(Cuixin)? Yeap:D

What is no. 10 doing now(Qixin)? Mapling?

For a change.

2008-12-14T13:59:00.007+08:00

Hello my fellow readers (:

Yesterday
Plaza Pelangi w Yingling,her sis and her mum.

Went to e.eXchange to cut my hair.
I cut my fringe shorter.
Not veryvery short but short?
It's like bangs but isn't bangs cos' i still have some long ones.
Then layer-ed my back-hair.
Satisfied w my hair finally when i tie it up.
(:

Then shopped ard.
Went to this shop where th items were simply cheap?
When i say cheap,it's really really cheap okay:p
Ling found that shop.
So we went wildly mad?
Run ard th shop getting th things that we want.
Bought Faux-eyelashes to play w it and an eyelash curler.
Ling bought faux-eyelashes,foundation,puffs.
Her sis bought Mascara cum Liquid Eyeliner,Eyelash curler.

I was hungry;so went to Secret Recipe to eat.
Had my Raspberry Cheese Cake{:
Mmmm...
Nice!
:D
Then went to th top storey to have some drinks and fries.

Went to have dinner w Ling's family.

Then went to Leisure Mall.

Today
Went to Zon to shop.
Had lunch@Marrybrown:p
Then went to shop ard for my purse and School bag.
Saw Guess's wallet.
It was nice.
Wanted to get it but mum said it was too impractical cos' it was something like a clutch bag.
Quite bulky.
Got Giossardi's Wallet instead.
It's unique.
Haha.
I seem to like unique thing's alot these days(:
But nice school bags still don't appear infront of me:/

This week seems to be a shopping week.
I did quite a lot of shopping this holidays.
--
--
Charmaine,please learn to save la okay.
I must learn how to save up man!
New Wish.
:B

Going out on tuesday w Diana to scout around for School bags.
Christmas party anywhere?
O.O
I feel like attending Parties recently:x

Ciao!

Suck it !

2008-12-12T18:52:00.003+08:00

Me and Boyf.(!) :p

It's a long way till 'O's end:/
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Finished watching Miss no good;th whole series.
Sad.
Only has 14episodes.
Why does Taiwan Drama Series start to have lesser and lesser episodes?

I'm having a splitting headache now.
It's killing me:/

Friendship never ends :B

2008-12-12T11:35:00.010+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday to My Best best friend,Christine Ong Sing Ying!:D
ily lah friend<3
--

May you be th Top scholar next year for 'O's and we get into th same school kay?
Haha.
Sure can get one luhs you(:
Don't worry that you can't.
No one can beat my best friend.
;p
Stay cute,pretty,kind,friendly,caring,understanding,matured and generous(willing to teach)! :] ---
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--
So went to school w Ling to meet Mo ytd. Met her at ard 11?
Then went in to buy books.
Spend only ard $50 plus cos' a few books were out of stock-.-

Finished buying,collected my IC then bused to Causeway.

Trained to Sembawang first,met Ming.
Then Trained to Cityhall.
Reached Cityhall,Ming said she forgot how to go to Peninsula.
Haha.
So went round looking.
Found it in no time(:
Then went to look for Ming's Backpack.
Found one she liked.
A Checkered one?
Like our school skirt.
I couldn't find any suitable ones so i didn't buy:/

Lunched@Marina Square?
I treated Ming drinks.
Then went on for Shoppings.
Always my favourite part:p
Bought Ming a Myuk Pencil case.
For her longlong ago Birthday present.
Haha.
Then all of us wanted to go for more shopping;
Cabbed to Far east cos' all of us were fully busted out plus it was gonna rain any minute:x

Reached.
Shopped ard.
Couldn't find anything there actually.
But Ling finally bought something there.
A Belt (:
Trained to Amk.
Bought my Super cute and unique Pencil Box;
when i say box,it really is a BOX :D
I super hearts th pencil box okay.
Super unique.
Haha:)
Ming regretted wanting th Myuk pencil case cos' she fell in love w th Pencil Boxes there.
Told her to sell th Myuk one off then go buy th Pencil Box there.
She say i buy one so she not so bad to go sell th Pencil case off.
^^

Went to buy our FBTs.
Ming wanted to buy too; so we both bought th same one.
Dark blue one:B

Ohya,for another matter. I
wonder if i was a professional matchmaker my last life:p
*Cheeky laughs*

Trained to Woodlands.
Ling accompanied me to go buy my School Shoes.
Bused home.
I was super busy then luh.
Christine knows why.
Haha.
;p;p;p

--I'm all done w preparing for school next year.
Except for my School bag.
Anyone knows where to buy nice school bags please do tell me by anyway that is convenient
to you(:
Thanks !
:B
Ohya,and my purse too.

♥/Ps:Ming,Welcome lah! :}
Tudi,also welcome lah!
Much thanks to Ming,Ling and Mo for taking care of me when my Leg somehow sprained:/
<3!

Memories.

2008-12-10T20:50:00.003+08:00

Went for tuition early this morning.
Crapped ard super loads.
Haha.
Super funny.
I suddenly sort of look forward to tuition now.
Thou i'm th only girl in that group-.-
Sometimes,it's really lonely...
But w those really crappy guys ard,actually,its okay?
(:
Neo,I help you tell him liao.
He doesn't really believe you miss him.
Haha.
But then i call him to contact you alrdy:B

Went for piano in th evening.
Had my longest piano lesson ever...
One an a half hours long.
Can die man*!:/
And who calls th Grade 5 piano examination to be so fckin' difficult?
-.-
Let me show you one of th songs played by a genius pianist.
I can never in my life play that well:p
Haha.
This is only one piece of my three pieces.
(!)

Th piece is like two notes staccato then th next note will be legato.
Like anw,it's difficult to me):

Haha.

Going to buy books and other stuffs tmr.
Byyyeeeeeeeeeeeee .!